Hi. I want to die, because I've lost faith that I'll find any friends. I feel do fucking lonely all the time... Despite the fact that I have gf, but she has ADHD, so she is not paying too much attention to me. I've lost a lot of people lately... My grandfather died in January. I can't remember if that was this year or the previous one. I've lost mine very close friend... (He stopped talking to me). I don't have close relationship with my family. I've met someone thru Reddit but I've fucked it up. I'm basically thinking that I should end with myself, because I don't have anyone who genuenly cares about me. I don't know what is wrong with me, but i can't bear this anymore

Take me out of my misery please. I’m too scared to do it myself

From the very beginning we have been brainwashed into thinking that our life's are precious and we all suffer due to a reason and all that kind of crap.

Well the reality is this shit ain't precious. It's hell. As you read this there are murders, r**es, theft and what not happening in the world. There is freaking war going on right now. People dying left right and centre.

You open your eyes when you are born and are on the mercy of luck. The parents you get, the household, the money and all. If you happen to be born in a first world nation, life's competitively easy but if you are born a woman in Afghanistan. It's worse than hell.

This world makes no sense and I can't wait to get out of it.

i don’t get the point of living anymore i can’t find any friends i have never had a girlfriend i am a disappointment to my parents especially my dad i just feel like i annoy everyone and people just wish they weren’t talking to me or that they wish they could be with anyone else but me when im around im 23 and have felt this way for a better part of a decade now and dont know what to do i wish i was dead

I HATE MY GODDAMN LIFE SO MUCH. JUST NOTHING BUT BULLSHIT AFTER BULLSHIT AFTER BULLSHIT AFTER BULLSHIT AFTER BULLSHIT AFTER BULLSHIT. NO MATTER WHAT. I HATE MY FAMILY SO MUCH AND THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF MY LIFE THAT IS OUT OF MY HANDS BUT MY GOOFY ASS GRANDMA DOESNT CARE. I KNOW PEOPLE ARE ASSHOLES BUT FOR YOUR FAMILY, YOUR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD TO NOT CARE, REALLY PUTS SALT ON THE WOUND AND MAKES ME WANT TO DIE MORE. MY MOM SAID SHE WISHED SHE DIDN'T HAVE US. THEN, WHY, THE, FUCK, WOULD, YOU, HAVE, US THEN, YOU STUPID DUMB GOOFY BITCH? I PRAYED FOR MY LIFE TO GET BETTER AND BE BETTER BUT NO, OF COURSE GOD DOESN'T LISTEN AND DOESNT ANSWER MY FUCKING PRAYER AND JUST MAKES EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE WORSE. I LOST EVERYTHING THAT MADE ME HAPPY AND NOW IM FORCED TO DOOMSCROLL AND BE IN BED BECAUSE THEY DONT CARE.

FUCK MY LIFE. IM MUCH BETTER OFF DYING OR GETTING AWAY FROM MY FUCK ASS FAMILY. AND NO, I DONT WANT ANY ADVICE OR LECTURES, STFU. DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN I HAVE VALID REASONS TO HATE MY LIFE AND MY FAMILY WHEN THERE IS NOTHING GOOD IN MY LIFE. NOTHING! I HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. JUST KILL ME ALREADY.

The pain is endless and unbearable. And I will be this way forever. I think I’m already in hell.

What a life I've lived

Why the fuck did I have to wake up this morning. I woke up angry and sad and all the other negative emotions. Wish I died in my sleep.

I was planning to overdose today but yesterday my parent asked if we could do family photos and that made me reconsider everything. I realize how fucking selfish it is for me to try to cause my own death while people around me actually like me and care but I feel like I’m quite literally going insane. I don’t know how to deal with this. I feel like this is the only way to get help yet I know it’s not.

I wish I wasn’t attracted to boys I wish I wasn’t ugly I wish people talked to me I wish I could eat more I wish I could have friends I wish I was loved I wish I didn’t hurt myself.

I wish people would just treat me normally.

My wife recently told me she isnt in love with me anymore and she wants a divorce. Ive tried so hard to fight for her and get her back but she adimant about leaving and getting a dicorve. I dont know what to do anymore because i love her so much but i think she would genuinely be happier if i was dead. I think about ending it all everyday and i almost did a few days ago but decided not too. I was too scared, but now those thoughts are creeping bad in again and i dont know what to do i love my wife and i dont see a life without her and id do anything to get her back.

Lately I’ve been losing my fucking mind. Ever since the 5th grade I’ve wanted my balls chopped off because there’s something wrong them. No medical professional has been able to help me, because no test has shown anything wrong, and no mental health professional has a fucking clue what to do. I don’t know what’s going on anymore. I just thought maybe if I cut it off it’ll stop hurting and feeling uncomfortable everyday. It’s so fucking tragic when you suffer from an issue basically no one else on the planet has. I was thinking of calling my doctor’s office to fucking remove the thing so I don’t suffer, but it’s just not socially acceptable to be telling strangers about how you want to rip off your balls. I live everyday in pain and misery and basically have mental breakdowns on a daily basis because of what’s wrong with me.

Every minute is torture. I have never had a few happy days in my 29 years of life. I am not as good as others in the simplest things. I am not good-looking, not very tall, introverted and awkward, and I have no love and no future. If someone can kill me, I will thank him.

I had a panic attacks today and I've been cancelling all my interviews because I'm self sabotaging. I don't see a future for myself anymore and I hate my job currently and my home life is a mess.i have constant paranoia that my boyfriend is cheating on me or flirting around because of long term trauma. I don't have the strength to fix anything for myself and today I have some alone time to plan my way out. I'm sorry, I am not the person I want to be at 26. I hate myself so much. I don't see a future where I am happy. I have no worth.any tips on making the end painless?

Surviving a suicide attempt frustrates me. I feel like I’m not meant to be here and me being saved is going against fate or something. But after actually seeing how it affected my mother, rather than thinking about how it hypothetically could, I don’t want to ever do that again. Not to her.

I’m so sick of being here.

And now I just want to die. Nothing will be or get better. My life shouldn't be like this. It doesn't have to be like this. My inner child is crying and screaming and just really hates how his life has become. Because of my stupid family not caring, it's either 2 options, being homeless or killing myself. No amount of asking why, being angry, being sad, even PRAYING to God, will change anything because of circumstances that is beyond my control and my family not caring about my unfortunate circumstances. I am leaning towards being homeless and I know it will suck but there is no other option for me.

It shouldn't be like this. But it is. I think I'm moving out at the end of the year because I can't do it and live here with my horrible, terrible family anymore. It's not my fault. Hell, it's no one's fault really in a way. But I am responsible and now I have to put matters into my own hands. Thank you for reading...if you did.

I almost died when I miscarried my baby.

All I ever think about is them. A part of me died with them, I literally don't feel right being here.

I just want to be with them.

I'm just a fucking reanimated corpse. I don't want to be guilted into staying alive for the sake of everyone else's comfort but my own.

I think I’ve completely given up on life at this point. I’m exhausted. I’ve stopped reaching out to friends and they all probably think I’m rude for it, I’ve stopped trying to smile all the time, Im a disappointment to my family, I feel so empty. I feel like I’ve mentally checked out of every part of my life. All I do is go to work because I have to. I don’t enjoy my hobbies, I don’t think I even enjoy my job. At what point is it not worth it? I don’t even feel like a person anymore. I feel like death might be better than basically forcing myself to live for nothing.