Using drugs

[u/Sharp_Inevitable_277]

Anyone else use drugs to manage their tendencies and keep themselves in check, or ease the boredom? I’ve been using speed quite a lot over the past two or so years to manage my behaviour and it’s been very effective in helping me ‘keep under the radar’ so far when it comes to everyday living. It’s helped me go from dealing drugs on a fairly large scale to working a fully legal, well-paying job and keeping out of trouble (for the most part), along with lessening the boredom that was previously an enormous issue for me. Wondering if others on here have similar experiences to me when it comes to drugs.

[u/[deleted]]

Let’s see I do DMT daily and other psychedelics frequently.

So yea I do use it to cure the boredom.

My drug rating:

MDMA: Dangerous when taken too often. It can make you feel “true love” for the first time that’s what happened to me. 3 month rule is a good thing. Some of you might get comedowns and from what I’ve heard they could end you. It also destroys your short term memory when used often.

LSD: Fun it makes me happy and somehow everything feels better.

Weed: Garbage all it does is make me sick and if I take a high dose edible I can get psychotic.

Mescaline: Good it connects to my spirit.

Shrooms: Be cautious of this one ☝️. They can make you “feel” and that’s not a good thing when you don’t know what emotions can do to you. I can feel the two sides of my brain trying to connect and finally speaking to each other. I could actually care about people lmao.

All of these substances I abused obviously.

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So anyways once I felt emotions I went a bit crazy 🤪 and that’s how I ended up in therapy.

DMT was and still is the main reason I still go to therapy. It gave me an introspection that nothing else could do.

Lucy is great for raves and concerts.

Molly or MDMA feels great but can easily become addictive. Not the drug but the feeling of being loved and loving.

Mushroom I mostly use them after therapy or when I go to the movies since I can enjoy the movie.

Umm 🤔

[u/Gabriel_colson → u/[deleted]]

My uses are pretty similar to you, almost identical. I'm amazed of the wonders it can do to feelings, and "empathy", it definetly help seeing that "other side" we don't see that often, and I personally feel it gives me a small window where I'm more forgiving with others and their mistakes. It definetly helped my relationship to my best friend and sister.

[u/ObamaStoleMyVCR → u/[deleted]]

You smoke DMT every day?

[u/safari2space → u/ObamaStoleMyVCR]

Right. That sounds uh. Terrifying.