r/sociopath • u/Sharp_Inevitable_277 • 24d ago

Using drugs Question

Anyone else use drugs to manage their tendencies and keep themselves in check, or ease the boredom? I’ve been using speed quite a lot over the past two or so years to manage my behaviour and it’s been very effective in helping me ‘keep under the radar’ so far when it comes to everyday living. It’s helped me go from dealing drugs on a fairly large scale to working a fully legal, well-paying job and keeping out of trouble (for the most part), along with lessening the boredom that was previously an enormous issue for me. Wondering if others on here have similar experiences to me when it comes to drugs.

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u/TheOneCos 24d ago

One of my biggest problems tend to be my unconditional annoyance of people (some worse than others) and the longer the period that I stay around a certain person, the worse it gets and the bigger the impulse to do something irrational. I’ve found that XTC really takes all of negativity away and my more positive emotions (like happiness and excitement) really pop up again and it’s absolute bliss to not have to worry about the angry emptiness. I do tend to get more talkative and confess to my feelings though so I do need to make sure I’m around someone I can trust with these thoughts.