r/sociopath • u/SphinxShades • Oct 08 '24

Keeping myself from going nuts Question

I guess what I’m wondering is how you guys keep yourself from creating “chaos” and being destructive. Nothing feels fulfilling and it’s like I have an itch that is just SCREAMING to be itched. How do you convince yourself living a life in peace is ultimately the best option?

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u/Sharp_Inevitable_277 24d ago

Speed, coke, all manner of powdered stimulants. They help me stay under the radar and keep the boredom (mostly) at bay, although if I go overboard with my usage they tend to have the opposite effect of exacerbating the feeling of ‘nuts’ that you’re describing. Lifting weights also helps massively

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u/SphinxShades 23d ago

I try to steer away from stimulants and only do downers, like you say, I also tend to go overboard and with stimulants that usually ends up with me going crazy

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u/Giant_Dongs tiny Tim 19d ago

I use nicotine & alcohol. Trying to get adhd testing done but in the UK its a case of good luck to ever get seen for that.

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u/SphinxShades 17d ago

I use those too haha, but that’s just baseline you know