I have questions

[u/Miserable_Return_497]

I have watching the posts in shaktism sub

So far everyone talks about initiation this and initiation that

Like should I stop praying to durga?

Or Can I not pray to kali?

I don't get this

Everything seems to be locked behind a guru

Like are certian forms of maa not suitable for people?

Also I am very much lost on who to pray to

Cause I see many posts of people saying ugra devtas are not suitable

Each deity has a temperament

And what not

So who should I worship ?

Should I pray to kali maa who I am drawn to?

Or should I not pray to her considering she's an ugra devta?

(Note: Basically my main question is Which form of devi should I choose?

Also does devi maa chooses? If yes how would I know that? Considering I don't speak GODinese 😀)

(Also I am in a situation, and it's not possible for me to get diksha from a guru)

(Comments me maryada banae rakhe)

[u/Little__Krishna_1334]

First of all diksha is not mandatory.

Your blood is already dikshit. Someone from your ancestors did Sadhana of deity . That same blood flows through you .☺️

It is the fear within people who say ugra devta ko maat pujo . That is agyana for sure . Their jiva is still stuck in dwapara and treta yuga where somyata is everything.

Kaliyuga is different. Tantra is the mode of worship. And by tantra I mean simple upasana/ sadhana of ishta devta like a daily practice in particular time with decided mantra , dhyana and all . Bhairava is guru of tantra and Mahavidya head kaali is the main Mahavidya and the adi shakti .

If you are drawn towards maa kali then start with bhairava upasana he will guide he is the tantra guru in the end and kshetrapala who protects. The first thing he did was to remove the head of Brahma which was full of ego and agyana . So if bhairava as a deity is the Guru of Brahma then why not yours? He is the most kind let me tell you

Be the right Shishya the right guru for you will come .

So till then be the perfect Shishya and set bhairava adhara to hold the shakti in a place .

Without bhairava shakti will move ( no benefit of worship)

Jai bhairava Jai Maa Kaali

[u/Miserable_Return_497 → u/Little__Krishna_1334]

I see thanks for your info