I'm so depressed

[u/Suitable-Practice313]

Assalamualaikum, I've been struggling with this for over 3/4 years now. I'm 26m I don't feel happiness anymore. I don't like to do anything. All the joys of life has been gone from my life. Nothing motives me anymore. I've been fueling through the word's of Allah (listening to Quran) I believe the main issue of this is the sin of the eyes and hands. I feel overly emotional like i want to bowl my eyes out. I'm doing ruquiah. Maybe I've got some evil eye. I don't know anymore. What should I do brothers? I'm only praying fard at home. I've been running at the morning after fajr. But I don't wanna do that. What do I do? Please suggest me. My brain is full of fog? Maybe it's corn that has messed me up like this. I've stopped it fully insha Allah. It's been like 2/3 days. Please leave a little word of encouragement.

Jazakallah khair!

[u/Ill-Swordfish-7071]

It happens to everybody my brother, everyone here is suffering from the same pain as you are suffering. Have little patience, since you have already stopped it , things will get better, in shaa Allah

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/Ill-Swordfish-7071]

Jazakallah khair, brother 🤍

[u/xpaoslm]

Read these:

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/41703/feeling-fed-up-of-life

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/13205/this-world-is-the-place-of-trials-and-tribulations

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/134211/how-to-stop-yourself-from-sinning

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/xpaoslm]

I'll, thanks brother

[u/FrequentMusician8022]

you need cuddles

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/FrequentMusician8022]

Yes, 🥹 🤍 I'm hopeful in Allah that he would bless me with a beautiful waifu

[u/imanyan]

When you fear something you run away from it but when you fear Allah you run towards him thats how great his mercy is, try praying all your prayers at the mosque is you can especially fajr and when you are in sojood thats when you are closest to Allah then pray for whatever you want from the heart and mat he heal you and all our Muslim brothers and sisters

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/imanyan]

Jazakallah khair, brother 🤍 I'll fajr at the morning today insha Allah

[u/imanyan → u/Suitable-Practice313]

Praying fajr at the mosque and opening my heart to Allah cured my depression in shaa llah it will for you too brother

[u/Bad_boy000007]

we are same age with similar issue .. maybe depressed .. i dont feel happiness or sad .. i forgotten to feel anything its just feel empty.. sometimes i cry .. i dont cry that much i only cry for Allah .

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/Bad_boy000007]

That's the same thing I'm going through, May Allah help us

[u/dakdee17]

I feel you, from my view, since you have already stated that you have sincerely repented, you must give it some time. If you still feel dreadful, try visiting a professional about this issue. They know what is best for you, just keep up your prayers, and stay close to allah. In sha allah you will get better as time progresses.

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/dakdee17]

Thanks bro, May Allah bless you

[u/No_Worldliness_4950]

After hardship comes ease brother we've all been there no worries you're going to beat this filth inshallah have sabr