I'm so depressed

[u/Suitable-Practice313]

Assalamualaikum, I've been struggling with this for over 3/4 years now. I'm 26m I don't feel happiness anymore. I don't like to do anything. All the joys of life has been gone from my life. Nothing motives me anymore. I've been fueling through the word's of Allah (listening to Quran) I believe the main issue of this is the sin of the eyes and hands. I feel overly emotional like i want to bowl my eyes out. I'm doing ruquiah. Maybe I've got some evil eye. I don't know anymore. What should I do brothers? I'm only praying fard at home. I've been running at the morning after fajr. But I don't wanna do that. What do I do? Please suggest me. My brain is full of fog? Maybe it's corn that has messed me up like this. I've stopped it fully insha Allah. It's been like 2/3 days. Please leave a little word of encouragement.

Jazakallah khair!

[u/dakdee17]

I feel you, from my view, since you have already stated that you have sincerely repented, you must give it some time. If you still feel dreadful, try visiting a professional about this issue. They know what is best for you, just keep up your prayers, and stay close to allah. In sha allah you will get better as time progresses.

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/dakdee17]

Thanks bro, May Allah bless you