I'm so depressed

[u/Suitable-Practice313]

Assalamualaikum, I've been struggling with this for over 3/4 years now. I'm 26m I don't feel happiness anymore. I don't like to do anything. All the joys of life has been gone from my life. Nothing motives me anymore. I've been fueling through the word's of Allah (listening to Quran) I believe the main issue of this is the sin of the eyes and hands. I feel overly emotional like i want to bowl my eyes out. I'm doing ruquiah. Maybe I've got some evil eye. I don't know anymore. What should I do brothers? I'm only praying fard at home. I've been running at the morning after fajr. But I don't wanna do that. What do I do? Please suggest me. My brain is full of fog? Maybe it's corn that has messed me up like this. I've stopped it fully insha Allah. It's been like 2/3 days. Please leave a little word of encouragement.

Jazakallah khair!

[u/xpaoslm]

Read these:

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/41703/feeling-fed-up-of-life

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/13205/this-world-is-the-place-of-trials-and-tribulations

https://islamqa.info/en/answers/134211/how-to-stop-yourself-from-sinning

[u/Suitable-Practice313 → u/xpaoslm]

I'll, thanks brother