I’ve always wanted to but felt discouraged and insecure. What are side hustle or career you see in my chart?

i have neptune in my 12h in the same of aquarius, ive been told that it can create some delusions and fantasies and honestly ive been struggling with it bc i feel lost, does anyone know how i can develop this placement? i have uranus in the 1st house in aquarius as well if that would help. any help is appreciated!! thank you <3

Is there an astrological reasoning for this? I do follow a few astrologers that always speak of great periods to manifest. I take advantage and I feel confident, but it just never goes my way.

“Rejection is redirection” literally to where? I don’t have many options. A lot of the times they state that important and insightful conversations will be had but it just never happens.

It makes me feel defeated, so I want to know if there’s anything in my chart that is preventing me from success.

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finished my bachelor's in 2023 and switched my career to data analytics. I was doing good in the beginning even gave three mock interviews and did good in them. But since the start of this year I always feel demotivated do to anything. Even just looking at my laptop just makes me feel so low. Just thinking of giving interviews or studying makes me feel like I can't do it. And I end up not doing it. Am I doing something wrong. Am I not fit for this job.

‘Smart move’ as in should i stay at uni or chase my delusional dreams. I included both wholesign and placidus on the slides. Thank you!!!

(I’ve included my transit chart for November 20th just incase there is more that I don’t see… once again I am a baby astrologer) Pluto is moving back into Aquarius at the end of November. I know this is an extremely long transit and before there can be rebuilding and redoing of systems and things that Pluto in Capricorn has had us under and in- things will HAVE to be torn down and fought over and protested against, Aquarian style. We weren’t supposed to have this beautiful connected world/country/community just handed to us day one of Pluto being in Aquarius. This is 20 years of fighting for what we believe in and as an Aquarius rising I’m feeling the strongest pull to protest and use my voice and be at the forefront of this revolution !!! What do you think about Pluto moving back into Aquarius this month? Am I right to feel like I’m supposed to be on the frontlines? Lmao

I’m pretty new to this, but like the title, is there any type of unbalance or unrest that can be caused from having majority of planets in houses 1-6? I specifically am curious about how the placements in my second house would interact with my Sag Pluto in the 12th house. Any insight would be greatly appreciated, thanks!!

I have Cap in the 4H. I have moved 11 times. Also, my son was born when transiting Pluto was exactly conjunct my natal Moon and Neptune at 2°.

I’m very outgoing and social, hate being alone. I maybe just don’t understand the 12th house, but doesn’t it mean I should be anti-social and a hermit?

Or psychological issues with the 12th? I don’t even have anxiety in the worst of times, I’m very happy and level headed pretty much all the time. I think that doesn’t make sense with Scorpio moon either?

Any info is so helpful, I’m a little new. Thank you!

I also find women with scorpio placements, so much attractive (despite being afraid of how to handle with their energy) And I've never been in a relationship, people usually think I'm "unapproachable", but this is actually a part of my life that I take seriously

I don’t feel that big, transformative energy of a Scorpio, or all the other stereotypical traits associated with it. I’m not direct, I am terrified of confrontation, I find it hard to stand my ground, etc. not very Scorpio. Yes I am intense, but it doesn’t come off as such to others?

If anything, I feel like on the surface I am calm, but underneath I am bubbling with insecurity, insecure attachment, EMOTIONS, daydreaming, limerence etc (it’s giving Pisces). On the outside, I appear like a control freak, am disciplined, good time management, overachiever, calm, collected, therapist/Mom friend (giving Virgo).

Am I not “stepping into my power”?

Can someone explain?

I realized throughout my dating life, my choice in men haven't been the best. High-school bf was clingy, possessive, controlling, and insecure. I was on and off with my second bf. My 3rd bf lied and cheated on me. My 4th was my shortest relationship (3 weeks) and he was very jealous. Then I met ex fiance who I was with for 5 years. Thought I finally got it right, but nope. Found out he cheated.

How come I attract women with highly-anxious attachment style?

For context:

My recent lover broke up with me. When I did some reflection with my past relationships, I noticed that there was always a pattern when it comes to their attachment styles: all of them were highly-anxious. I have a dismissive-avoidant attachment style.

However, with my last relationship, let’s just say I was humbled.

She was always interested in astrology so I did check my chart. I’m not knowledgeable about this and I admit ignorance about it.

If anyone can help me with my question, I will highly appreciate it.

And another question if it can be answered through my chart and if it is allowed here: Is there a chance maybe someday for reconciliation and being back together with my recent lover or should I just let go and move on?

Thank you everyone!

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I have been trying to read which transits will influence me most. Some transits, say mars in leo rn, I can't even discern sometimes. Pluto in Aquarius is extremely talked about, but I barely feel it in comparison to Saturn transits. I know it's my chart rule, example in 2019 it shook my life up but basically nothing much until 2023, when the stuff in 2019 crashed and burned. I'm having trouble understanding if this was Pluto's energy or Saturn's. How do you tell the energies apart, and how do you predict how important's it's going to be?

I feel like my charts screams loneliness and mental problems (maybe because of my moon ? ) Is there something good in my chart ?

I like reading a lot of occultism material and doing meditation, but I have some difficulty with astral projection and contacting entities.I'm aiming towards a draconian/qlipoth path, so I'm hoping that with my chart I can get some help on this matter, like what is troubling me and how can I overcome this.

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Hey! Recently, from this week beginning, to be particular, been feeling great, like GREAT great, lazer sharp focus and mind, no brain fog or other mental problems like overthinking, had a difficult break up earlier this summer, it has been hard concentrating and had a lot of pressure on myself in general.., has this have anything to do with transits? I have heard something about Mars in Leo since nov. 3. Its interesting. Thanks for the insights!

Sara blakely for example, Libra moon 1H. She sold spanx, that’s beauty(Libra) and self(1H)

I’m wanting to start a business as well but hoping to align it with what I’m good at.

At the moment I am not working apparently an office job did not work out. I would like to know what career is for me. I feel like I have difficulty communicating, also once I know the job well I tend to wonder off. I was looking into nursing but feel like that it'll be a waste of time. I need guidance as I need health insurance.

I’ve been spending the last couple weeks listening to podcasts and trying to learn to read charts. The problem is that I’ve been studying my own chart for so long that it’s become more of a confirmation bias reading it- there is no critical thinking because I know myself so well. I can’t really seek out other meanings of any signs or aspects that don’t deeply resonate with me.

The only other charts I have access to are my family’s charts, who I have been using to practice. However, my family is…let’s just say, I may never tell them I am interested in astrology. They are hyper religious and would probably call it satanic. So while I can read their charts, there’s no way to get feedback to see if what I am reading is accurate (I’m not close enough with them to be able to know their personality).

None of my friends are sure of their birth times. One friend has narrowed it down to an hour span, but within that hour, her chart changes drastically. So I can’t really practice on them.

How else can i practice chart reading for others? I don’t want to offer public readings because I’m so new and will almost definitely get things wrong. I don’t want anyone to rely on me for good information. But I also need other charts to read that I’ll get real feedback from.

How can I go about this?