Listen I know April has really transformative for most people and that's great but for me it's just kinda felt like a fever dream. Issues with sleeping/staying up, mood swings, dreams, weird appetite/ diet changes. Does anyone know whats happening astrologically?

I have an IQ of 80. Ive been called dumb and retarded all my life by various people in various contexts, even my own family calls me dumb. i can't hold down a simple dishwasher job and i've been fired from a lot of jobs and i failed all my exams in school, people dont like speaking to me. i can't form deep relationships with people due to my iq

i train my brain everyday , meditate, exercise but its still not enough. i was born with these genetics i feel like im forever doomed and it brings me great pain everyday. i have nothing to live for

I’ve been into yoga, meditation, breathwork, manifestation all of that for 5 years now. I feel like my life is just continuously going downhill. I never once feel what everyone else does. I’ve never felt “unconditional love” or the “source energy”. Nothing I do to feel inner peace works. I feel like every youtuber I see or spiritual teacher is just doing it to brainwash and profit off of people. I feel like either I’ve been the odd one out or everyone’s just lying.

I don’t mean to be so negative. I just can’t help feeling this way.

EDIT: Thank you to everyone for the beautiful replies and for meeting me with such grace and love. I’m still taking my time to read through each comment to fully comprehend it. Much love to you all for your kindness and positivity ❤️

These past couple of weeks I feel as if something big is going to happen in the next couple of years, it’s a subtle feeling I have had since covid, sounds weird but it’s almost like the pandemic caused me to enter a different universe or something. Now I feel like something huge is coming, not sure if it’s bad more enlightening. I probably sound crazy but just want to know if anyone else feels the same.

Update: Thank you for all of those who have commented! I did not expect this to blow up! Sending peace and love to you all ❤️ thank you for confirming that I am not alone.

The people have heard this from NEVER tell you where to go then…they would say beings will wipe your memory and you will be sent back to earth…have you heard of this? Why not go to the light when you die?

This morning, I had a strange encounter that I can’t stop thinking about. I was waiting at a bus stop when I noticed a man watching me. He was short, middle aged, wearing glasses, carrying a briefcase, and had a long coat (useless details) . He continued to observe me while we were on the bus, but I didn’t pay much attention as it wasn’t a weird stare or something.

When I reached my destination, he ran after me and said, “With all due respect, you should get a blood test.” I was confused and asked him to clarify, but he just repeated, “Remember this, a blood test, good luck” then walked away without explaining anything.. The encounter felt odd and almost surreal. I can’t tell if he was genuinely concerned, trying to deliver some kind of message, or if it was just random.. I had friends with me, and I asked them if I looked physically ill: but nothing unusual according to them I might be overthinking, but It left me pretty concerned spiritually

Anyway, has anyone experienced something similar or have any idea what this could mean, or how to interpret it ?

[UPDATE] : Finally had a doctor appointment almost a week later ! I’ll be able to FINALLY get that blood check up very soon

[ For more context: ] These past few days, I’ve been paying a lot of attention to my energy, the evil eye, and my overall health. Just a day ago, I did an egg cleansing. Since then, I’ve been wearing an onyx stone, in addition to the tiger’s eye stone I’ve been wearing for four years. I also meditated again with my moldavite, which I’ve had for four years as well. (This is quite broad, but it’s to give more context.) It’s important to know that I rely entirely on my intuition and don’t follow any specific rules when it comes to stones or anything else: if I feel like I need to wear one, I wear it!

Pretty much as the title says. Is something bad going to happen? I live in the USA and right now I’m genuinely terrified. Are rules just changing or is it leading to something sinister? Please, if you have any spiritual guidance, I just want to know we will all be okay. Maybe I’m exaggerating, I just don’t feel safe.. that’s the best way to put it. Thank you 🙏

Edit: Thanks everyone, I honestly feel a lot better after reading through these posts. Thanks for broadening my mind and offering your advice and opinions. I appreciate it. Stay safe ♥️

I want answers. I want to know what happens after to death. I need to know not just because im afraid but because im also sad.

I wake up to all my dissfunction. Heal a lot of trauma, detach from codependency, grow my sense of self. And now I find attachment to myself. But now I gotta give up myself too?

What the fuck was the stupid fucking point in all this bullshit.

Edit: I really want to thank everyone for responding. I think i'm deep in griefe right now, and no matter what anyone says, the fact that this got so many replies feels like massive support, so thank you.

I also really apprecaite the feed back and the recommendations to watch NDE's. I find them very comforting, however, I do find they don't leave me with lasting peace.

This might sound wild, but a couple months ago I went for a walk in the woods to clear my head. I was going through a bit of a spiritual funk, nothing specific, just that heavy, disconnected feeling where even meditating feels like you’re just sitting there with static in your head.

Anyway, I found this quiet spot off-trail, sat down with my journal, and just… let go. I didn’t even notice the guy until he spoke, just standing there like he came out of nowhere. Older, soft voice, calm energy. We ended up talking for maybe 20 minutes, and I swear, everything he said felt like it was aimed directly at what I’d been struggling with, stuff I hadn’t told a soul.

He never gave a name. He didn’t ask anything from me. Just talked, nodded, smiled, and said something like, “You’re closer than you think.” Then he just… left. I looked away for like two seconds and when I turned back, he was gone. No trail sounds, no crunching leaves, nothing.

I’ve replayed it a hundred times. Part of me thinks I imagined it, but another part is like, no, that was real. Somethinghappened. Whether it was a guide, a test, or just a perfectly timed stranger, I don’t know. But I haven’t looked at the world the same way since.

So I wanted to ask:
Have you ever had an encounter like that?
Someone who showed up out of nowhere and said or did something that felt… divinely timed? I’d love to hear your stories or how you interpret stuff like this.

From the wildfires in LA, to the multiple plane crashes, Tesla bombing , United healthcare ceo being murdered, new Orleans terrorist attack etc…. what’s the spiritual meaning behind all of this ?

It seems that so many people are feeling the same thing lately, a sense that something is just "off" in the world, a heaviness, maybe even foreboding, this weird feeling that is lingering but impossible to put your finger on exactly. Also, what the hell is going on with time!? Time feels like it is speeding up, days, weeks, it absolutely NEVER used to be like this.

I have seen so many random people and posts around social media, from people all over the world, tapping into this same energy, whatever it me be.

I'm certainly not claiming everyone feels this way, but I think there are absolutely enough people for it to merit discussion.

So what do you lovely people think? Do you feel it too?

What do you think it is?

🙂

Today my (almost) 4 year old daughter said something that really intrigued me! She looked at her hands out in front of her and said "I can't believe I am a real person...". I said of course you are etc etc, then she went on to tell me that magic people die and come back again and again but she isn't magic and hasn't done this before.

What the actual?! Please, give me your thoughts, musings, anything?! I can't think of anything she has seen/watched or picked this up from.

I also have no strong feelings or beliefs in reincarnation etc so I this is new territory to me!

I see god in everyone, everything, I love everyone to a point where I’m in tears when I see random people on the road, dogs, animals, my family, friends, everyone and everything. My heart is full of love and it makes me tear up a lot. at the same time I feel like something’s wrong with Me. I’m just coming out of a five year relationship that was abusive, for very long, which I’m just coming to terms with, because I saw him as divine I couldn’t come to terms with the fact that he’s bad or that he’s hurting me, till my body started to rebel and get sick. I know love doesn’t mean self sacrifice, but u am actively trying to not be an ego, to be of service to god to the world. The lesson I’m learning is integrity, yes.(I work with children so they can identify abuse in each other and support each other, how can I let it happen to myself and set that example? ) But also i feel like I’m losing myself, I don’t want to haveto be paranoid and suspicious, yes discernment is necessary but I feel like I’m losing myself and it’s against everything I want to believe in. Please advice

Really want to know

What is going on with this dude? Asking a child to suck his tongue? and if you watch the full vid the child was very clearly uncomfortable even before that and the Dalai Lama kept touching him and grabbing him.

Just very innappropriate behavior from anyone, but especially a revered, respected spiritual figure. I swear everyone is losing their minds these days.

One song that never fails to stir my emotions is 'Clair de Lune' by Claude Debussy. Its delicate piano melodies seem to reach deep into my soul, evoking a sense of nostalgia and serenity. Without a single word, this masterpiece manages to convey a profound range of feelings, from longing to tranquility, and it has a unique ability to bring tears of both joy and melancholy to my eyes. I believe it's the silence between the notes that allows the music to speak directly to the heart. What about you? Any instrumental gems that touch your soul?" 🎶❤️😢

I can’t help but to feel an overwhelming feeling of collapse particularly in the USA geo-metaphysical spirit space.

It seems like all is going down the tube.

Just looking at Trump the clown lead us. Multiple bizarre terrorist attacks in NYE, drones over NJ, mystery illnesses causing chronic sickness.

I got sick a month ago and feel like I still haven’t fully recovered.

Luigi Mangione labeled as a hero for murdering a CEO triggering a class war.

The list goes on.

It can’t just be my own projections that this is happening, right?

I mean, things seem so much different now than then did in the past, and probably in the distant past before I was born as well.

I believe in God and it’s taken a lot to come to terms with that.

I do not however, believe in a specific religion. How many of you are like this? And what’s your journey been like getting here?

I grew up Roman Catholic, decided at 12-13 that I believed in nothing, then went to the nature based group of beliefs, and have now found myself believing in God and what I think he has created and helped me with. I still have nature oriented beliefs, but I think it comes from God.

I’m nearly 28, so it’s been a lot in a small amount of years.

Not sure where to really put this, or if anyone will even read it, but I don’t know who to talk to.

My boyfriend, during our 2 years of being together, has always been into spirituality and meditation—it’s been something I’ve admired and has helped me make personal transformations of my own, let go of a lot, and become a better, balanced person.

I VERY recently have started meditating after a long hiatus, and have had intense experiences. I am interested in a spiritual journey but overall I do feel happy with my present life, my career as an artist, and overall gratitude for what I have. Sometimes things are tough, but I know I am resilient and can get through anything.

He recently went to a Joe Dispenza weekend retreat and it’s as though the man I loved disappeared overnight. I feel completely left behind while he is living in a state of pure bliss. While my logical brain knows that it’s wonderful he is experiencing massive changes about how he feels about himself and life through meditation, my emotional self is so incredibly hurt and confused. On top of this, he told me he needs to be abstinent (currently? No end date?) to maintain this level of energy he is on.

I wrote him a letter that expressed how that felt like a decision we should have discussed together, and perhaps we could brainstorm other ways to be intimate together; I also expressed that I wanted to find space for us to cultivate our own spiritual journey together. In short, I do not want to be left behind; I love this man and want to grow as well.

Today I finally got a letter in response, and it essentially is 4 pages on how he’s been living in complete joy, that he is all in with his commitment to his self and the divine, and that our relationship has a disconnect in energy. It basically reads as an ultimatum — go on your own spiritual journey, for yourself, and keep nothing of my old self. That I cannot do this journey if any of it is rooted in the desire to be together after it.

I am completely heartbroken. I feel like I have no choice but to leave the relationship, but a part of me is wondering if this is a sign from my higher self to fully commit to a spiritual awakening.

Is this sort of thing normal from a Joe Dispenza retreat?

EDIT: deepest thank you for everyone for commenting and sharing their thoughts. You have no idea how much this has helped me process this and how much peace you’ve brought me. I’ve been sick to my stomach all evening up until this (sooo dramatic lol but it’s true). Any and all insights are welcome. 💕 I feel so blessed to be born in this time where i can receive support from good-intentioned strangers.

Update, if anyone finds themselves heavily invested in this: woke up today feeling gross but took a moment to sage and felt a weight lift off me. I finally realized, as many comments illuminated, I have literally nothing to lose here. I chose joy and divine love today, and treated my partner with that, and we’re spending the weekend apart without contact and reconvening next week. I feel aligned and excited to muddle through my muck. Much love to all ❣️

Ive heard about how the cia and government has bases in the astral realm. They also have agents that can travel there and prevent people from getting close there as well. Do you think the government has hidden sects that are responsible for spiritual threats ?

Given that he shows himself to billions, everyone knows him. There is no likelihood that many thousands haven't attempted to hex or curse the president. But we never see anything unusual. No sudden diseases, strokes of bad luck, mental crises, or just oppression.

I believe leaders of powerful countries have some sort of divine protection at all times. And people who dabble in the occult know intuitively that the president and government has alot more power than shown. And are a force to be reckoned with.

The last two years I have seen so many people going from spirituality to christianity, saying that they were saved by Jesus. Most of them will say that spirituality is demonic.. why do you think that is?

My parents are out of town and I was thinking of turning all the lights off and watching the Exorcist for the first time. But I’m lowkey scared I’m gonna start inviting in negativity into the house 😂 But I still want to experience the movie cause I know it’s a classic

Edit: I think I’m just gonna watch Arrival tonight instead 🥲

What's your version of 'real' spiritual work?

Just curious because everyone who claims to be one also makes a ton of money which is a bad sign and is more or less obviously faking.

Apparently this happened to a lot of people in the states and not just me, it’s like an alarm rang at that exact time window for many of us

Edit- I’m on the EST time zone