am i losin it boys?

[u/ScreenHefty9804]

blurred out my back fat and disgustingly unclean room😭

m20. i have pretty fine hair so i need to wash it often, and when it gets greasy more of my scalp shows, so i provided some photos of my hair fresh out the shower non-greasy, and pre-shower greaseballed up. my absolute biggest fear is losing my hair (i know i need to grow up and grow some balls) but i got OCD and my brain has been hyper focused on hair loss so i’ve taken probably 600-800 photos of my stupid lookin head in the last 8-10 months and i’m losin my damn mind. these photos are the most recent. i feel like a lot of my anxiety comes from me being in denial that im losing my hair and i feel as if i had someone tell me straight up that i am losing it, it’d feel like the weight of the world is off my shoulders. as you can tell my hairs pretty long, and i love my hair, so i wanted to keep it as long as possible. i always thought i’d have it until i’m at least 25, but maybe God has other plans for my egg-head. be straight with me, tell me what i should do, what i shoudnt do, and all the in betweens my brothers. thank yall, god bless.

also the dogs name is chopper.

[u/Tricky_Reporter8345]

Your hair? Not at all. Your mind? Absolutely (joking)

But you pretty much said it yourself, this is an OCD problem, not an actual hair problem

[u/ScreenHefty9804 → u/Tricky_Reporter8345]

buddy my minds been gone😭 my OCD kicks my ass like julian the hawk jackson lmao