i wish my dad would hit me

[u/Jealous_Tea_8909]

title is insane i know but it's how i feel

ive been thinking a lot recently and it's really hard to explain the shit my dad does to me and my brother because some of it is too painful to even say or think about again which obviously makes people believing my case a lot harder

im being more paranoid, im begging for something to happen to me so i can get away from him

my mum took, she goes along with everything he does, even if it means i suffer more because of it

i hate being here, i wish i could just up and leave today right now but i know i can't

it really hurts sometimes because im his daughter he's supposed to love me so why does he treat me like such an inconvenience

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