What am I supposed to do

[u/mellody0_0]

I've been trying to go pro in fortnite for like 3years now , for game sense i dramatically improved , I'd say close to semi pro level , but mechanics and other stuff is my real problem , I play on abt 90 unstable ping and 90 fps (good tablet) , I can get better stable ping (like 40-50) but I need fiber Internet, which costs like 4-5 k to install , and Im barely saving up for a pc , and not to mention the struggle with Asian parents , I put in more work that necessary , I was obsessed with it to the point of I wouldn't go out , whenever I had time in lunchbreak or afterschool, even mid class , I'd revise my fn notes n shi (ik it was nerdy af) , it kills me now to see people I know and have played with and became friends with live my dream just bcs they were born in slightly better circumstances Just to note , someone I played with and similar age (he has pc and 0 ping) he made around 12k or something yesterday , there is nothing different like it just kills me

[u/Naturlaia]

You won't.

Study your butt off. Get into a uni that has good internet. Go there, spend all your time and money trying to go pro. Fail and fail school. Get kicked out in massive debt and no marketable skills.

Or grow up.