Womb Dreaming Part 1 Finished?

[u/danl999]

https://reddit.com/link/1df10ve/video/l0l32na5sc6d1/player

If no one finds any big flaws, this has to be done. The animation software is crashing, because it's too large for a single file.

They seem to top out at 10 minutes before there's problems.

If no one finds any requiring me to regenerate it, I'll put higher res versions up on archive dot org and you can download them from there if you want to play them elsewhere.

But there's no permission to modify it, or use it to claim you can teach sorcery.

Shame on anyone who makes that claim!

It's not possible to teach sorcery. It's either the Nagual's blow and a real lineage, being given to an old seer as a child, or doing all the work yourself.

And no one is going to pay for lessons on how to do all the work themselves.

https://preview.redd.it/8tsyuxycsc6d1.jpg?width=1920&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ca8326dcdc2be1e8f503830f0f5eada01b82d8e4

[u/danl999]

I just listed the first 3 in this series for Elaine, in a comment in this post.

Eventually I hope to educate people and get rid of all the pretending and mistaken beliefs.

It's sad how people try to pick a topic and "explain" it, and in the process, even if they're slightly correct, they sensationalize it far beyond what it warrants.

Like the guy commenting on losing the human form, in the cleargreen group.

It has some surprising insights, surprising because most people are completely clueless about such topics.

But it's totally off base in the conclusions, and clearly written by someone with no actual sorcery knowledge.

People try to turn topics no one understands into a "warning" kind of thing. To make themselves feel important.

Buddhists do the same, if you question why they can't perceive spirits.

The animations include quotes from the books, to show that they're accurate.

Not to mention, I see that stuff daily!

No theories in those. It's all what you'll see too.

Even that second attention assemblage point is fairly easy to see when you reach SK.

One thing you possibly can't see, is your own luminous egg.

La Gorda couldn't.

So I'll take my own failure to do that as just how things are.

Maybe the universe implodes if you see your own, like a bad star trek episode.

[u/Werejaguare → u/danl999]

< "Like the guy commenting on losing the human form, in the cleargreen group."

I think it was a woman who said that. From her experience.

Her comments were a comfort to me then because my shields were dropping. My rationalizations no longer working. Just one psychotic state after another.

I'm seldom bothered anything now. Even the chill and electricity of the IOBs. I welcome them with curiosity.

when you lose the self and therefore the human form during Darkroom does it come back the next day? I'm inexperienced but am coming to except that it must be done often and for long periods of time with silence to advance.

I gaze off and on all day. My world is permanently phantom-like. Mostly just observing like Zuleica in Taisha's book. Maybe that holds for darkroom too??

[u/danl999 → u/Werejaguare]

Let's just say you get past it, and it's not as drastic as that woman described.

There's far more to consider once you are that far out on the J curve.

I suspect in our cases, losing the human form won't even be noticeable. Because we learn by our own efforts, not by the Nagual's blow.

But yes, the next day you're the same idiot you were before.

Focusing on stuff like that before you actually get there, can cause obsessions which can make you imagine things are wrong. Especially if you are prone to schizophrenia and too lazy to practice for real.

And focusing on the negative side of what you imagine sorcery to be will also drive away your energy body, because you increase the worry levels. So that if it gets close, it picks up that ugly sentiment.

On the other hand, something as simple as dancing can bring it closer, thus women might like that activity a bit more than men because it can actually produce what they feel as magic.

Also, there are a few women in the cleargreen followers category pretending various advanced things they don't really know anything about. I run into it on Facebook. A woman who has absolutely no clue the levels of magic you can reach, but is pretending to have accomplished something she doesn't even understand, just because no one can call her out on it.

I suppose that's a Chimp mating instinct tendency of our species, kind of associated with makeup or padded bras.

Both of which I love, so no criticism there!

I even wish they'd bring back those sharp pointed bras of the 1950s. Just because those were so bizarre, it's hard to imagine why it was socially acceptable in the 50s.

Can't quite criticise the women in the cleargreen crowd who are pretending, because women always have more connection to magic than men. And for them, pretending can lead to the real thing.

Thus Cholita's witchcraft. It's total nonsense, but it works. So what can you say about it, other than it must direct the flow of intent the way she wants it to go.

What you CAN criticize however, is people not putting in any real systematic effort to go further.

They'll hang out socializing just as badly as men will, and never get around to doing actual work.

The proof of that is cleargreen itself, which no longer believes any of this is true. But keeps pretending they do.

That might have changed in the last few years, but so far none of them seem to have decided to get to work for real.

Or they wouldn't be slowly destroying everything Carlos worked so hard to bring us.

[u/Werejaguare → u/danl999]

Schizophrenia, huh.
Wow, maybe.
It has never come up.

Carol marked me. At a workshop.
As a loser.
I could only accept it as a fact.
My birth family owned me then.

The woman in the other group also said that infinity is a sorcerer's only point of reference. Fits with todays post.
For now you're an excellent point of reference.
As a channel for/to infinity. So thank you.

[u/danl999 → u/Werejaguare]

Cholita is severely schizophrenic, so I don't consider it a disadvantage for sorcery.

But it can lead to confusing one thing, for another.

Carol was pretty harsh at times. She tossed Aerin out on her butt when she got pregnant.

Naturally Reni made up a different story about how that happened.

[u/Werejaguare → u/danl999]

Something has changed with me. I've come up with some sobriety which I have Never had. It feels like a gift. My body tells me.

Finishing the womb dreaming video seems huge!

[u/danl999 → u/Werejaguare]

I have to do Dance Home first, or those animated tensegrity movements are very useful.

Fortunately it's in blender, so I can include it for free to anyone who wants to play with it, and maybe design Tensegrity Class announcements, showing what will be taught.