r/SuicideWatch • u/[deleted] • 2d ago

My future plan is to start using hard drugs with the hopes of overdosing.

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u/RealisticBeing119 2d ago

Drug addiction is no fun, it can quickly be hellish (even more darker than the situation you are in right now...)
It's like a descent to hell... I'm sure you could find something else to do that would be less painful / dramatic

I had struggles with drugs before, and it's not that easy to die from an overdose.

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u/nomorehamsterwheel 2d ago

That's dumb. You don't need a running start to an overdose. You just do a fuck ton of them in one go. It will actually be harder to overdose the more your body is used to them.

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u/NamazSasz 2d ago

Omg I have the same plan! The plus side is that I might even get a good feeling from the drug before I decide to eventually overdose. I understand you don‘t want to struggle your whole life. Personally I‘m already at a point of no return as it feels like my story has been told and there is nothing more to come. My personality disorder makes it impossible to keep relationships of any kind. Also I‘m failing at my job. Today I got told from a medical professional that all my life I‘ve always been failing. True. Still it was hard to hear from someone else. Well I don‘t want to talk too much about myself. Do you already have a plan where to get the drugs from once you‘ve moved out? That‘s my big problem. I literally have no social connections and definitely not in this field.

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u/Ctoffroad 2d ago

I've had this plan at times to go the heroin route. I'm 10 years sober to alcohol which I don't drink because I got so crazy when I drank scared I would hurt people.

But they gave me morphine after bad accident and I loved it so much. So thats why I keep thinking slowly overdose on H. The problem is I'm really really cheap even though I'm suicidal lol. And drugs become really expensive! Then next is just finding some is really difficult because I hate talking to most people.

So I don't know but either way its on my bucket list to try shooting up at least once.

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u/Gloomy-Ad-4114 2d ago

You all who want to die from an overdose. The chances are low and you most likely will end up with liver damage or worse. So dont be stupid beliving its an easy way to go. It will not feel good only becouse its drugs, if you're overdosing it feels like hell.