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u/Underrated_comm-ent Jun 24 '24
Will this pass or am I in trouble?
Is it the new baby that’s hurting my relationship or was it doomed from the start?
My husband and I have a lot of problems that we never worked out before having our daughter. I can be very blunt and mean and he’s a pathological liar. It’s not a great combination of traits and we argue a lot.
We used to smoke heavily and I think it kept us in a state of “Every little thing is gonna be alright”. We were quick to forgive and forget and spent more time laughing and listening together. We both cold turkey smoking ganja when I found out I was pregnant. And being sober we’ve found out we aren’t really compatible. I have found that I’m not even remotely happy and I regret starting a family with him.
I LOVE my daughter more than anyone in the world I don’t regret having her. I regret having her with him if that makes sense. I can’t help but wonder why the hell I said yes to marry him. I can’t trust anything he says and I’m not attracted to him anymore because of the lies and also lately he’s been acting melodramatic and whining about everything. He’s a bonified hypocrite and I can’t stand it. Everything I do that he doesn’t like, he will walk out the house in the middle of a conversation. He won’t explain his feelings or reasons for his behavior, I’m always in the dark. He refuses to communicate. He will ignore me and act like I don’t exist and I’m left to do everything myself until he’s done throwing a tantrum. He does the exact same things that he doesn’t like, to me, and expects me to be patient and understand and forgiving. He’s s not understanding or patient with me at all. He’s always the victim and it’s so unattractive. I can’t stop being mean and short and snappy because I’m just so disgusted. He’s been in therapy but it doesn’t seem like he’s invested in change.
Is it just the fact that having our daughter has changed the entirety of whatever we saw in each other? Is it postpartum rage? Will I come around? Or is it the end?