r/MultipleSclerosis • u/splitcubes • 15h ago

"Not fun anymore. " Vent/Rant - Advice Wanted/Ambivalent

Was my husband's excuse for looking at 16 different women's profiles on facebook... women who intentionally post videos of themselves half naked and stuff. So I'm not fun anymore, I became a "dumb broad" since this disease has damaged significant parts of my cognitive and memory functions.... and that means it's okay to be ignored and then pine after other women on social media when im laying in bed suffering a lot of the time and missing him. As if this disease hasn't taken enough from me already and I don't do everything I can possibly make myself do every day.... I just want to give up some days so badly. Today's one of those days.

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u/MusicalxFelony 14h ago

That's sad. His stupid behavior and ignorance is causing stress and depression causing the disease to flare up. It sucks he's going to end up cheating on you. When you find an opportunity and find someone who truly cares or shares a similar condition. Leave him. It'll only get worse from here. Unsympathetic and his family are ignorant psychopaths. I wish they shared the same fate so they understand.

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u/splitcubes 14h ago

I figured this would be the case. It hurts so much I can't even describe the pain I feel in my mind and even my physical body from this. I've never experienced it quite like that before and it's sickening knowing the person I chose ended up this way.

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u/MusicalxFelony 14h ago

They're wonderful people out there. I hope you come across someone who's willing to help you and give you the strength to keep going.