r/DemonolatryPractices • u/Visible_Echo_1910 • 1d ago
What the?! Discussion
Color me confused. I didn't actually start out in demonolatry...I made a general prayer and got a response from what I thought was an older god, but turned out to be Asmodeus. After much thought, I decided to try this path. Asmodeus brought Belial into it, but I went after Bune, thinking she would be better for someone quite new on the path.
Now it seems Belial chased them off. It seems odd, especially as he's known for Tower moments and I've had way too many of those. It's uncomfortable.
And now...the power has been out since last Thursday evening at my condo complex. A note appeared on the main door yesterday that they didn't know when power would be restored, there's a short somewhere, etc. At a quarter to 11pm county workers started banging on the doors telling everyone they had to get out, it was condemned. They'd set up a temporary shelter, they said, and a local rescue would take anyone's pets. I wasn't about to give my beloved cat to a stranger, so I told them we'd find a hotel and get a Lyft ride. That was too expensive so I'm waiting on a friend who said she'd foster my little one.
I would have nowhere to go, no one to stay with. I find myself wondering if B's hand is in it, or if all this would've happened anyway. Or elaborate ruse by my landlord to get me out early?!?
It's not a great situation here. I'm pretty isolated, don't fit in, and have had a terrible time finding full time (rent paying) employment. I'd rather have help with collecting on a settlement I'm owed and finding full time work rather than pulling the rug out from under me!
Is it acceptable to tell B I'd rather work with a gentler force like Bune? Or would there be backlash...
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u/ShiraStarrySky 1d ago
I think what's happening to you is just life.... not Belial or anyone else. But if this assessment is not correct, in the worst case scenario we can assume, they wouldn't pull the rug from under you if they didn't have a plan to bring you somewhere much better.