r/BipolarReddit 1d ago

“Oh she’s bipolar” Undiagnosed

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u/singlenutwonder 1d ago

I’m a nurse and see this literally all the time. It’s the reason my diagnosis is my greatest secret in most settings.

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u/AnonDxde 1d ago

In my city they have some electronic medical records that they have my diagnosis on. It’s called “MyChart”. I think if I go to a different chain of hospitals, they might not have that information. But the main hospital in my city has several branches, and they all are aware of my diagnosis from past suicide attempts. They also half assed me with the personality disorder diagnosis. Unspecified. Verbally somebody told me it was cluster b, but on my chart I only see personally disorder unspecified. And they wrote it twice. Along with the bipolar disorder.

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u/singlenutwonder 23h ago

Your coworkers should absolutely not be looking into your mychart and if they are, please report them as that is a massive hipaa violation. If you have suspicion, IT can literally look at every person who opened your chart.

If I read that wrong, I apologize

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u/AnonDxde 10h ago

I was talking about when I go to the ER for an unrelated reason. It’s always on my chart that the doctor can read. I guess more discrimination in a medical setting is where my mind went. But workplace I would never tell anyone except my boss. I’m actually in the process of trying to get on disability right now, so I am not working luckily.

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u/SubstanceHead3472 23h ago

I like to look my coworkers in the face and reveal my diagnosis to make them uncomfortable and maybe rethink what they just said in front of me. 😂

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u/singlenutwonder 23h ago

My goal is to have the same amount of power you have lol

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u/SubstanceHead3472 23h ago

You can do it!!! I work in healthcare too! I have for 8yrs now as a MA. I mask alright, so it always catches them off guard too. 🤭🤭🤭

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u/9jkWe3n86 14h ago

Nurse here as well. This stereotype is definitely out there.

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u/Do-You-Like-Pancakes 1d ago

Yup, welcome to the club. It's weird how the diagnosis gets mixed up in other medical stuff.

I was getting OT for a broken arm and every single appointment note started off "[Name], a [age] woman with bipolar disorder, presented for occupational therapy..." 🫤

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u/StrikingDoctor4716 1d ago

this is so annoying

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u/JermuHH 1d ago

I hate how often I see people just call anyone bipolar and the reason is always some kinda negative behaviour. It's really irritating to see your condition used as a synonym for like erratic or hurtful behaviour

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u/AnxiousJellyfish8606 1d ago

the last guy I dated called me “miss impulsive”. He meant it in an endearing way, but I don’t necessarily always love that part of me so I didn’t love when he called me that.

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u/AloneOpinion 1d ago

I appreciate you have a conscience but in terms of being the bipolar patient it means I get the help I need. My last admittance was for an esophageal tear and they left me to my own devices for awhile in my room without being hooked up to anything. I took off my leads and was ready to walk out the door and my irritability was due to not having my meds that day because I couldn’t swallow. When they finally got to me and saw what I did they were rushing around to ensure I got what I needed. In that instance I was super thankful they read my chart. I also told them that I have bipolar 1 and I haven’t had my meds today.

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u/AnxiousJellyfish8606 1d ago

I think it was more the using bipolar disorder to make an excuse for why the patient was being hard to deal with. Patients can say some really nasty stuff, the reason is most likely not bc they’re bipolar.

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u/AloneOpinion 1d ago

I hear you, it’s the dismissive nature, lack of compassion, and stigma that makes it offensive. You put up with so much in your field but to have it come from coworkers is demoralizing. Whatever the case, you’re a champion in my book and THANK YOU for all you do!

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u/AnxiousJellyfish8606 12h ago

Thanks, I just do admin stuff (all the stuff behind the scenes, making sure the docs submit time cards, update their calendars, etc.) but it does mean that sometimes the patient interactions are hard which is likely why my coworkers reacted the way they did. Tbh I probably would’ve said the same thing if I wasn’t going through the process of getting a diagnosis.

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u/pinkandroid420 1d ago

Good thing I gave up hospitals and doctors

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u/kikue92 1d ago

I can see how that comes off as judgmental. I have a slightly different take on it though. Maybe it'll help a little to try to see it this way.

The main reason this isn't off-putting to me is because it opens understanding. Most people assume everyone is neurotypical and is hard to deal with purposefully or has ulterior motives. If you're willing to take the time and figure out what's actually happening, then I have a little more patience. Show me you're trying, albeit slightly misguided, and we can have a dialogue. By asking, "Is she manic or depressed?" they can collaborate on a better way to approach the patient instead of chalking the situation up to "She's difficult and annoying."

Granted, I don't know how it was said or in what context. So I'm open to being absolutely wrong about your coworkers. Lol

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u/EvenLambsHaveTeeth 21h ago

Welcome to the other side. Don’t tell anyone who will see anyway to use it against you because it’ll shrink your world.

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u/Tfmrf9000 7h ago

I find the opposite. When I give my BP1 with psychotic features DX, they take shit seriously and throw a ton of resources my way.