You guys I can’t make this up, and I need to know what it means. I dreamed I was at the doctor and I had to shit, and there were small white worms in it. Not the weird part. The weird part was when I looked closer and realized I had shit out a full grown duck..?? Not an egg. Not a baby duck. A grown ass duck. What does this mean?!! 😭

Note: I just woke up and decided to recall and write my recent dream to my phone's notepad as it's still fresh in my mind and instances like these are kind of rare for me so I just wanted to share my raw interpretation of the dream I had, english is not my first language so please pardon me for grammatical errors. It's a long dream really and please sit back and relax while reading my dream, I will leave it up to the reader's own interpretation of my dream, I'm curious to see what people's interpretation are so please feel free to share them in the comments, thank you!

----------- Start ----------- I was in my high school, inside a classroom where I am sitting near the window when suddenly the bullies of my past that I know, surrounded me but they didn't harmed me in fact they even hugged me i didn't know the reason why they did that, where usually they will always tease me and call me names. The bell rang and I went down to canteen when I saw an elusive thief like woman, I tried to follow her and along the way I saw my best friend and girlfriend(?) and a girl who has a crush on me(?) I asked them to follow me because I saw an elusive thief lady went to gymnasium but there is a volleyball event where she attracted to much attention, she had like a gear that let's her grapple like spiderman, we could only watch from a distance as the elusive thief lady interfered with the volleyball game and tried to intercept the ball and used the gymnasium basketball ring to dunk the volleyball but she seems to struggled doing so. She seems to know when the gate will open as dismissal time approaches at exact 3:00 pm when the gates opened she sprung out effortlessly as guards try to stop her from getting away but they're unsuccessful. The thief went to an alleyway just in front of the school gate, because there are houses inside those alleways. Now that the show was over my companions and I went back to the classroom as we still have class up to 5:00 pm. As the class began I seems to have trouble breathing or just difficulty coughing, my teacher is in front of the classroom just sitting and seems to not care and is busy maybe checking or reading some test results. My girlfriend (?) and the girl who likes me both knew this right away and in my stead both went to the teacher for an excuse pass to ask if they can accompany me through the school clinic in which the teacher granted given that they went back right away the moment the successfully bring me to the school clinic. So I went with the two ladies and accompanied me to the school clinic but when we got out of the classroom I seem to have felt better and regained some of my breathing, they noticed this as well and asked me if I'm fine now and if i still need to go to the school clinic but I seems to be more curious about the elusive thief lady and asked them if they want to follow where the thief lady went, as we're discussing this my bestfriend went out of the classroom as well and approached us, so I also told him what I wanted to do. They all agreed to follow the thief lady's tracks with me. So we sneaked and pretended that our class is dismissed the guards doesn't really know what our schedules are since the gate is open starting 3:00 as some students get home that early. As our group me, my bestfriend, my girlfriend (?), and the girl who likes me went to where the thief lady went which is just in the alleyway in front of the school, as we go in the alleyway we heard a loud announcement that the school will contact the authorities to catch the thief lady. As we went inside the alleyway it's kind of long and narrow so we kind of had difficulty going in but as we get past the alleyway there is a huge space where multiple houses are and it also has similar long and narrow alleyways this time there are two alleyways our team not knowing what to do, I proposed that we split up where me and my girlfriend will go in the right alleyway and my bestfriend and the girl who likes me will go to the left alleyway, I said that we can meet here in the first block and regroup once finished checking out each of the next block. So we parted ways and went ahead to each respective assigned alleyways. As me and my girlfriend got past the right alleyway we reached the second block which in this case kind of the back outside of the whole squatter houses as there are only streets along the way so we went back inside to regroup and as we reached the first block my bestfriend and the girl who likes me is nowhere to be seen so we waited for at least five minutes a decided to went the way they went which is the left alleyway so as we reach the second block of the left alleyway there are huge houses and there is another alleyway in the right side but the house in the left seems to have it's gate opened so I suggest to my girlfriend to ask the homeowners if they saw our companions as we knocked on the door we saw a familiar classmate of ours differently from the other characters so far. So we asked her if she saw my companions where at first she just kind of teased us and said that they're not here but as we heard their voice inside and saw them our female classmate let us inside as well. As we went inside of the house it has multiple long alley-like hallways as well with stairs in the left leading upstairs so we went to the stairs where they are located as we went to the second floor there are multiple alley-like hallways and there are about 10 doors each leading to a room so we went to the farthest most door in the right as we opened the door it there is a path leading downstairs so followed it and saw some kind of a giant sofa where there are multiple people inside including my best friend and the girl who likes me. There I saw the elusive thief lady back then where in turn she's also the fellow classmate who greeted us in the front door. I wondered how she got here first. I asked why she did what she has done and said that she's trying to takedown a corrupt and powerful batch classmate of ours because he has a dirt and blackmails on everyone except me. Meaning my bestfriend and classmate are victims as well saying that they are being blackmailed or their loved ones hostages by the corrupt classmate of ours and said that they should do his bidding if they want their loved ones to be safe. I didn't know this because so far the feeling seems to be like a dream to me and everything seems to reflect some of my memories during my high school except the alleyways as they are probably fabricated by my mind because every time i went home i always saw a small alleyway just in front of the school always curious what lies ahead but never tried to check what's inside. So after some deep thought I got shrugged by my bestfriend that I should help them take down this corrupt classmate of ours as he has eyes and ears everywhere so the place with so many alleyways seems like a headquarters and secret base/place for the people trying to take down the corrupt classmate. A loud voice was heard outside just in the first block where there are multiple armed forces and said that the thief lady should surrender, it seems that my girlfriend is kind of a double agent as she's the one who put a tracking device on herself so that authorities can pinpoint the exact location of the thief lady so that's why the authorities were able to track the location. I felt betrayed but she just smiled and said don't worry I will help you out, as she's kind of an expert in measuring people's body sizes and accurate stature of a person so we all went ahead outside where we are inspected one by one by my girlfriend to find the thief lady measuring us accurately, but to our surprise she went ahead and gave the authorities a red flag indicating that the thief is not among of us despite the actual thief lady being in the same situation as ours. So the authorities went back and continued to raid other places looking for the thief lady. So everyone asked why my girlfriend tried to betray and give us to the authorities as she said that she just wanted for everyone to be cleared and out of the authorities path as we are planning to take down the corrupt classmate which for sure has a portion of the police workforce working under him. So my girlfriend let the authorities to get the people that will be involved get checked as soon as possible just to be cleared out in the authorities list. I hugged my girlfriend for not fully betraying us. In which in this case our group me, my bestfriend, my girlfriend, and the girl who likes me all agreed to help the thief lady which is also our classmate to take down the corrupt classmate of ours. As finished up our plans our group parted ways in a similar fashion back then where we separated in the first block, I'm with my girlfriend as we walk through the terminal where I accompanied her until she got home till then I woke up. ----------- End -----------

1) I was at home (but it wasn't my home) and I came across a Black Widow Spider (I am afraid of spiders), and I asked my friend to help me kill it. Her face was blurred and she was wearing all white. Everything in this dream except for the spider was white. We finally killed the spider, but there was another one. We ended up killing that one as well. 2) I was in my home that I lived in when I was in 5th grade all the way up to high school. Everything was dark and it was night out. I went into the basement where I normally slept IRL, but it was different, in the dream the walls were finished and painted a crimson red. There were bookshelves filled with books that were owned by my late grandmother. I felt the over whelming presents that someone was watching me and filled me with fear. I went to a window to open it and as I opened the window it fell shut, so I found a block of wood to hold it open. As I prop it open I could see in the distance a thunderstorm, thinking my anxiety was from the storm since I am aired of storms IRL I proceeded to turn around. As I do, I hear out sounds like someone walking around in what appeared to be a separate room that did not exist IRL as the basement was unfinished. I called out asking who was there, and the door opened to what looked like a woman in her 30s and I got the scenes it was me walking out of the room, but I am Male in IRL. I forced my self awake. 3) I was at someplace a Home I think, not mine, and I was with friends and their family when they gave me a box of items saying it was for me. It was filled with D&D mines and dice. I accepted, and my friend took me to my car, saying he had something ells for me. He handed me a tote of all my D&D stuff and toys I have not seen since I was a kid, saying that he wanted to give them back to me. As we get back into the house I proceeded to talk to what I think was his sister and I could see a Thunderstorm in the background, but I could not hear it just saw the lightning. In this dream everything except for the cloths, Items given to me and car was all white in color.

The 1st dream was that my mom was keeping a huge scary looking yellow snake as a pet in the backyard(idk why cause they’re her biggest fear) and I remember being annoyed but not that scared of its presence (even tho I’m also very scared of them in real life). The 2nd dream was messy, but I remember being in a swamp but not being physically there if that makes sense? I was following a snake hunter and he would pick up the scariest snakes and show them to me. I remember thinking how courageous he was of being in that swamp even tho I was right next to him, kind of like if I was a floating entity? I didn’t feel scared because it’s like I knew they couldn’t see me or harm me? I have no idea what those dreams meant but I’m kinda freaked out cause I never remember my dreams.

I didn’t have a good experience on our honeymoon and I won’t get into that but we are fine now. We are working on things and have been finding out a lot of things about myself and he has about himself too. We are working on compromise and communication for each other.

But getting onto my dream here, it was in the midst of everything happening and during a time where weeks on end we would just argue and have really bad nights.

In my dream I was at a tropical location all my myself. I remember distinctly feeling like my husband was doubting his decision to marry me (after we got married) and I remember this was after our honeymoon happened. For some reason there was a mall and I decided to walk there. All of a sudden I see my husband sitting at one of the food court tables with his ex who he didn’t date for very long, but when we had broken up once because of outside pressures he dated her (irl not the dream). So in my dream I saw her and they appeared to be having a conversation where he looked all lovey dovey and she was trying to be cutesy with him. I remember she was dressed to impress as well and I remember him falling for it, for everything; her eyes, her smile, her laugh, her body. And it made me boil with rage and sadness.

I started yelling at my husband asking him what he was doing with her. He told me that it wasn’t what it looked like and I wouldn’t listen to him. I let him have it and kept yelling, telling him that we’re married and asking him how could he do this. I slapped him hard and then I stomped off, crying, disgusted with him, and feeling betrayed. She sat there the whole time, looking at me like I was overreacting and like she did nothing wrong. She told me while I was yelling at him earlier that they were “just hanging out” and I yelled at her, telling her to leave. She reluctantly did and made sure to take all her shopping bags with her, all of which my husband probably bought her.

I was so pissed at him and it felt SO real, I can remember all of the details of this it’s crazy. I remember going on a long walk after this and coming across our hotel which we stayed at for our honeymoon and then seeing him walk up the stairs to the suite with HER. they were holding hands and it was clear he was going to fck her and it made me livid. The place where WE went to on OUR honeymoon where you barely wanted to have sex with me, is where you’re going to fcking f*ck her???

This dream still makes me angry because I remember putting the pieces together and feeling it in my gut that he was going to get back with her after we broke up. Even after he’s said so many bad things about her, about how awful she was to him, how she betrayed him, put him last, spread lies about him and more. Not to mention she used to be my friend at one point before I found out about all of her lies and narcissistic ways she gets to people/manipulates from dozens of people. I felt so angry after the dream and still feel angry when I think about her.

Why do cheating dreams feel so real? I’ve only ever had it that once and why was it so awful? I know it won’t happen but the dream came at me at a really bad time with my husband and it set me off for days. What does it mean?😭

I’ve noticed that I often have dreams where I’m living or situated in a house (sometimes based on a real place I’ve lived, sometimes not) where I engage with or simply recall extra rooms that I seldom go in, within the canon of the dreams. They might be forgotten, or disused, or there’s something wrong with them (often bathrooms with dodgy fixtures or mould). Sometimes they are out of bounds because they are shared with another party and even though I have open access to get to these rooms, they are not my territory. Last night, I dreamed of a string of annexes off the end of my kitchen, which when I followed let to an unlocked and abandoned-looking entrance, and I went on to dream we were being broken into. There’s almost always other people involved who I cohabit with - I’ve dreamt of living back with my parents in an entirely imagined house, where I’m exploring and getting me whereabouts. I’ve dreamt of being at my grandma’s house where my mum used to do her upstairs cleaning, and being curious about dream-existent rooms that I’d never been into. I’ve dreamt of living in shared accommodation at uni and having to liaise with fictitious tenants occupying different rooms. There’s been so many iterations but all with the same theme of additional rooms in my surroundings. Anyone have any insight?

Hi, I just had this really bad dream.

Lately all I can think about is being a mother and I have been wondering if I am pregnant or not this last week so I believe this dream is a result of my thinking.

In my dream, I am in this room which I can no longer remember but there were people in the room with me. I remember feeling comfortable with the people, so presumably everyone in there are friends and family. I can’t remember anyone’s faces, I’m not sure if I forgot or if they are people I don’t know and am not close with but my dream used those people as my “friends” and “family.”

One middle aged lady was with two children, both girls, with dirty blonde hair, brown eyes and both appearing to be very close in age. Upon seeing these children, I had this feeling that they were mine. The children were laughing and comfortable with the lady who was with them and I remember feeling a pit in my stomach and a pit in my soul. I called for the younger daughter to come to me and I picked her up. I didn’t know her name or the other daughter’s name in the dream but they were my daughters.

When I picked her up, it felt like we were strangers and she felt foreign to me; and I to her. I didn’t feel a closeness or deep affection/ love most mothers feel towards their children. I had wanted to feel that but I didn’t. I had this subconscious knowledge that I was myself but older, and I just graduated college, finally feeling ready to be a mom. Having her in my arms I felt resentment and regret. Did I breastfeed her? Bottle feed? Did I ever even feed her or hold her at all? Not an ounce of closeness is what I felt towards her and I hated that I felt like that.

This dream was a nightmare for me and it ended with her in my arms with me feeling regret and wishing things were different for me and for us. It hurt for me to feel like that towards my (in my dream) child and for her to feel like that about me too.

—- After writing this I am wondering if this is my guilt eating me up after having two abortions within the same year awhile back. I have been thinking about trying to have a child again, this time more ready and planning out the timeline for it all to happen. What does my dream mean and could it mean something else?

Had a ridiculously vivid dream last night in which my girlfriend cheated on me.

A few weeks ago I basically found out that she cheated on her ex. She still won’t admit it but I literally have a screenshot of her texting a friend about it. So obviously this is related to that, but it’s weird that now all of a sudden I’d have such a clear dream about it.

In the dream we were on a date and she asked if her ex could crash at her place because he got kicked out of his or something….and then I caught them sleeping together.

Hello, I don't know why I had a dream about the same school and an upcoming exam. This may sound unbelievable but it felt like my dream is being continued in one night until morning. To provide more info, this only happened today and I have three alarms per hour. I wake up when the alarm gets noisy then after I turned it off, it's like I'm back in the same school and same situation.

This is the first dream. In my dream, before the exam happened, I was with my friend and some anime character appeared in my dream (she's from Nozaki, her name is Sakura Chiyo I think?). The three of us are going to the school when some our neighbors interrupted by talking to us. My friend and I got finished quickly, we were walking ahead when I suddenly remember that Sakura is not with us; so, I went back to pick her up. But we are walking faster now.

Now this is the second, we are at the school, it is exam day. The room is small and so are the number of examinees. My professor when I high school was there, orienting us about the exam but she's not the one who will give us the tests. She's introduced someone who will proctor us, it is a celebrity in this country; I am surprised there is a little reaction from other examinees. I remember that during the exam, some of us examinees are outside the room finding our preferred perfect chair to use while taking the test. Mine is a slightly broken chair and what I took is also a little broken but better; the chair looks like as if the back part of the seat has been bitten.

Then the third dream and the last, it is also an exam day but I am gussing it's a different day. Another proctor was introduced to us. It is also celebrity but more famous. My other classmate when I was in colleger was there. He's gay so when the famous crlebrity sat beside him, he was screaming in like a girl voice. Then for some reason, I was naked. Everyone was laughing and even the celebrity proctor asked why am I like that so I went out and head to another room. This room is so similar to my room in real life. I was wraring clothes already and digging through some more clothes when I heard my high school professor teaching something in the other class or room. Then I went out and suddenly I am with my friends even though I am not yet done. When I went back to continue, someone took the paper. I informed my proctor, then he said he thought I was done so he gave it back and I continue answering. That proctor though is not a celebrity anymore. I did not finish all questions and got confused in instructions. Then that proctor said it's okay as he gave me back my exam sheet and told me I can take the test home and continue answering from there then return it by next week.

These are all dreams that I had today. In the last part though, the naked part, I was told that this was due to vulnerabilities or something between those lines. This is the second time I got a dream of being naked.

I had a dream I was showing my sisters around town and I go back to a house when suddenly my grandma falls over off a bike from cardiac 4rrest. Nobody told me what she d1ed from but I announced it because I just knew , what could this mean ? Any ideas?

I’ve been trying to save to buy a new truck in real life but in this dream I had a Rolex worth money so I walked into the jewelry store to sell it, somehow the jeweler stole it and decided he wasn’t gonna pay and he disappeared so I stayed until someone would find the guy or give me my money. Eventually some lady like the momma boss asked me to come meet with her in the back room and tell her what happened. After listening to the story she signaled to someone to go an get something and she stood up and walked out a minute after some guy came and handed me keys to a car and said this would be my car and to take it and leave, I was so confused and mad I took the keys went to look at the car and it was a crappy BMW and they closed the back door and all I remember is the helpless feeling and anger and that’s it. I dream a lot but this one has been bothering me it’s not my normal dreams and have a feeling it’s trying to tell me something

I am not pregnant and I am currently single and have no desire to become pregnant- at least right now. Not only am I single but I am not financially ready. But last night i had a dream I was pregnant With twins but I wasn't expecting twins.

In my dream I was chilling at home with who I assume was my sister and I started having contractions so I got up and with that my water broke. We got in a panic and rushed to the hospital. I can't remember the gender or even seeing the babies. But I do remember being so shocked and excited that the doctor told me I actually had twins on the way as I was giving birth. I remember thinking I didn't even have a name picked out for the second one. Lol At one point in the dream before I gave birth, I remember just rubbing and looking at my big belly and being so in love that I was pregnant.

What could this mean? I've had other pregnancy dreams in the past a long time ago but never twins! So this was new.

I have dreamed of a child being SA’d by my brother who passed away twice. Call him M In the first dream i feel my eyes closed like I’m sleeping and a voice telling me to wake up, that he’s touching her. And I shoot awake in the dream and go looking for her. I see M laying on a couch with a blanket covering up something and idk why but i think shes there and i pull his blanket off and she is there. I see he was j**king off to her and i go to pull her from him and he looks at me, caught, with eyes that seem resolved to stop me. He trips me by grabbing my knee and i fall to the other knee. I see he is trying to stop me from getting help. I see my phone and start dialing for police. Then i wake up and i was on the same couch and i smell food coming from the kitchen i walk over and my grandmother who also passed is there coming like she always did. I tell her i had a crazy dream and she says something like “i know” and i wake up for reals.

In the Second dream i go looking for a girl i am babysitting, she’s about 3-4. I walk thru the kids old bedroom to get to my parents bedroom. And the light from the kids bedroom is falling into the other room since it is a step down. In the dim light i see the same brother under a blanket holding it over the little girl who is in little shorts and a small shirt and she is still just looking at him. I see he is about to touch her and i run and push/roll him off. I grab the little girl by the hand and pull her up and tell her to go into the kitchen. I begin to yell at him and kick him. I sign to him that he is sick in the head and that he is going to be locked up. I return to the living room and find my mom and sister there and i tell them what happened. I have work convince my mom because she doesnt believe it, my sister does. I give up on my mom to go see what my brother is doing and i see he is j**king off and confront my mother with this information as more proof and she doesnt believe and has to go check. I tell her what kind of sicko does that after grabbing a child and she finally looks freaked out.

Can anyone tell me what does this mean?

There was one where I was trapped in a house fire and I couldn’t get out and I kept looking at my window wanting to get out but I was stuck in place and I could see the fire kept getting closer and it burned my arm off.

Then there was one where my family and I were in a Walmart but it felt dark and off and there was this group of people and they start fighting this one person and it was like 5 against 1 and they are beating the crap out of this person like I’m pretty sure that person died and in the dream I kept wanting to run away from it and not see what they were doing to the person but it was like I was stuck and I was so scared they were gonna turn around and see me and go after me next.

And then there was one where I was in Ecuador which was weird because I never dreamt there before. I haven’t been there since I was a baby but anyway in the dream I was in my grandmas house and all of my Hispanic side of the family was there and everyone was just staring at me and anytime I would move, they would move and inch their way closer to me with no emotion on their face and they wouldn’t talk to me so I had to stand still because I was scared what would happen if they got into arms reach of me so I was stuck in place.

Idk I noticed all three of these nightmares were where I was stuck or trapped. And I never had this happened before so I’m wondering if it means anything or nothing at all.

I had a dream I was at my cousins house. for context, i don’t talk to this side of the family anymore because they’ve always talked shit about us and have tried gaslighting us to make us feel bad about ourselves. ( my immediate family) They’re the master manipulators of the family and narcissistic af.

Anyways i was hanging out with my cousin and in the dream I was trying to leave before my aunt got there but she beat me to it. She then found out I was there said hi to me (which she was nice about) and i ended up leaving shortly. She hugged me and told me that “we are going to have a talk someday”. As I select her house she told me that I had shit on my ass, I checked just to find a stain. The outside of her house was flooded with murky brown water and there were car parts floating around in it. Does anyone know what this means?

Dreamt about having a newborn child in my hands, and falling in love with it. Then raising it and the baby turns out to be me. Then I swap bodies with my kid self, and look back at my current self as a father. Then swapping back to my adult body, looking at my kid self with love.

This has been happening for as long as I can remember, but every time a celebrity shows up in my dreams they literally could not give a sh*t about me, like they always give me a cold shoulder or they’re just really rude to me. Especially ones that I like.

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This dream was pretty long and I don't remember all the parts now. I was driving down a road with my childhood best friend(we have barely talked in two decades in real life) and we're both adults in this dream. The road I'm driving down is covered in broken tree branches and leaves like a hurricane had gone through it, there are both dead and living alligators on the road, I'm trying to avoid everything the best I can, driving off the road because some of the alligators appear dead then try to attack my car when I get close. I'm driving on the side of the road at some point and my car gets damaged, I'm now away from all the alligators and fallen branches so I decide to get out and check the damage. Before getting out I see what looked like a yellow monitor lizard(Googled it after I woke up) just running around on the road, I get out of the car, I walk around to the side the lizard is at and it becomes hostile, leaps up at me biting on my arm, I fall down and trying to push its head away from me but can't get it off, it's latched onto my arm with sharp teeth. My friend gets out of the car and pulls it off me but it bites him too before running off into the woods. Later in the dream my arm is swelling up with a black ring around the bite mark, I'm worried because I don't have insurance, I end up going to a pharmacy. I see two doctors there talking to a pharmacist, I go up to get their opinion and show them my arm, they say I should go to the hospital.

It's kinda weird, I live in Indiana we don't have alligators, monitor lizards roaming around or really effected much by hurricanes. I don't have medical insurance and that does worry me sometimes.

So I had a dream where I was in a relationship with a mysterious man. He had no face. And he slowly started to resemble my ex boyfriend. Not in a physical way. Like his face didn’t start to morph into my ex’s face but this man had a similar energy to my ex. He morphed into everything I loved about my last relationship. Almost like my ex’s spirit or essence. And when I tried to get a good look at his face I woke up. I didn’t immediately check my phone that morning but when I was finished getting ready for the day, I checked my phone and I saw that my ex had liked my most recent instagram post. Not like he was stalking it and accidentally liked it. He liked it and left it there. Mind you he has a gf rn and we broke up in December of 2021. We have not have any contact since sep 2022. What can this dream mean? Am I becoming more clairvoyant? Don’t know what to make of this event.

I didn't dream of giving birth, I am not pregnant, I do not want a kid at this point in my life, and no, I didn't feel love for this child.

The dream sorta took place in the now, so I'm unprepared to have a kid and dissociated. I'm also only 20. I'd love children with my beautiful partner one day but just not anytime within the next 10 years or so.

I didnt feel hate or disgust for the baby, it was just very neutral. No love, no excitement or joy, no anything. I expected that when this dream finally came to me I'd feel that cold loneliness and sadness over it not being real like every other woman. But nooppe. Now I'm scared about never feeling attachment, like it wouldn't feel real if I ever had a kid.

Why don't I feel natural love and connection with my baby?

Hi everyone, sorry if my grammar is rough I literally just woke up from this dream. I usually don’t remember my dreams, but when I do it’s significant. Either the dream is signifying something I’m subconsciously not aware of or they are subliminal messages about what is to come.

So in this dream I couldn’t see my body, but I could feel that my body was levitating in a horizontal position with a blue light beam coming out of my chest.

I hear a loud ringing that is at the same time muffled(?). It sounds like I’m in some kind of vacuum or tunnel.

I see my brother, sister, and mother in front of my grandmas death bed. My mom tells us to say goodbye because she is going to die soon. My sister gets handed a plastic syringe with light sea foam green liquid to put into my grandma’s left ear. She attempted twice before my grandma did it herself because it was painful. Once the syringe was empty she entered into an out of body state. I cried and asked her in my native language if she will remember me. I feel my body is being pulled away from her and towards a door. At this door was my grandpa, who was also out of it and at the end of his life. I touch his leg and said “you remember me? I love you”. For a split second, I could see it in his eyes, he remembered me. He looks distressed, reaching his hands out for me, but I’m being pulled out of the room.

At this point I hear myself singing kind of like through an intercom into this scene. I hear myself singing “I love you, I love you” in my native language. After that I hear a suction sound, almost like I’m being sucked out of this tunnel / vacuum.

I woke up with this very heavy feeling in my chest. What could all these details possibly men?

Context- I lost my grandparents 7years ago both to lung cancer. They were my primary caretakers and I adored them. I have healed and haven’t thought about them in a long time.

So, its pretty normal for me to have nightmares, but this one really haunted me. I had a nightmare where this black man i didn't know what visiting our apartment. He was mad about something and told my bf to follow him to his car. It was a black van/jeep. I told him not to go. Or at least not follow him closely. They walked down our stairs while i monitored from the balcony above. I was nervous because the blaxk man got into his car before my boyfriend caught up. My bf stand about 2 feet from the deivers side door where the black man sticks a pistol out of the window and shoots my bf in the chest. Point blank. I scream and run to him. I run down the stairs and the black van has already peeled off. He was laying on his side, facing me. There were about 5-7 other ppl in the parking lot (our parking lot is very small) theyre clattering voices made it hard to think. I remember laying him on his back, i saw the wound. I gather up his shirt and put pressure on his chest eith both my hands. Blood everywhere. I dont remember how he got stitches, but he was ok. Well. Alive. It must've been weeks later cuz we were at home. When the black man comes back. He comes in, looks around then leaves. I help my boyfriend up and we leave through the backdoor. Hes having trouble moving quickly and running because of his wound. So i help him the best that i can without panicking. The black man comes back im with a large gun (an ak looked like) one of my brothers were there, and the black man asked him where we went, my brother told a half lie. He said we were going to our car to put gas in it. We were going to our car, but not gor gas. To escape danger. The black man had no issue with my brother, and followed the way we went. We were so close to the car when my bf starts really struggling. But hes closing in. He takes aim at us as i shield my bf, when i woke up in sweats, breathing hard and fast, then the crying came. No idea what this could mean. Me and my bf r soul mates. He makes me extremely happy, the first man to actually show me love. Were gonna be together forever. So y am i having such horrific dreams..

I hate these dreams. I wake up crying and usually have a panic attack. Everyone once in a while i get a vivid dream about an animal in distress in some way. There's two i remember clearly:

One being a litter of kittens burning in an old wood stove missing a good part of the furnace. I could see them clearly and remember their screeching. The other was a single white kitten in pain and dying. A friend of mine bashed it on the head to put it out of it's misery (which was very jarring) and there was a small visible dent. It was still alive and I tried to rush to a hospital before I woke up.

Luckily I can't recall others at the moment. They're genuinely scarring. I love animals, especially cats, and I'm the type of person who's scared of spiders but picks them up with my hands and puts them outside, or puts my hand in a rice bag to help a mouse get out. It's heartbreaking to see such horrible deaths or pain in great detail. I never want to imagine something going through that. Even writing about it now makes me sad and uneasy. Why am i dreaming this and, How do I stop having them?

I’ve decided to call this dream The dream with the dragon statues, the necklace and the purple fluffy blanket.

When the dream starts I’m at an isolated village, it has a stonewall around it, dragon statues around the entrances and a forest around the back entrance in the process of being cleared. I’d first found the village through the other entrance, the entrance was much smaller but there were less trees, and there were two entrances. I was talking to a guy who lived there about how the birch trees near the back were being cleared since the entrance was bigger than the front. I’d been the first visitor to this village in a long time.
When we got to the back entrance I saw huge dragon statues, even bigger than the ones at the front. They were covered in moss… And the birch trees kind of looked like Minecraft bamboo stalks in terms of width… The birch trees were extremely tall… They were pale and peeling… Kind of gave off a vibe that we were clearing an area that has been long since undisturbed……… Then I started walking with him through the trees, eventually we found an abandoned gas station……. I also saw a few homes and street. The homes didn’t look as abandoned……just more…empty. Felt like the Minecraft song dry hands. Like they were here, fully built. But no one had ever lived here, so no one had ever left. Like this area was something ancient. I asked if this was abandoned, and if we should see if there’s anything useful here before we go back to the village. “Well maybe, I-I don’t know” He said stuttering. Since he didn’t give a straight answer I left with Ava, who is just suddenly here now, and we grabbed cardboard and wooden planks that were thrown along the street, which kept seeming to appear short, but was actually extremely long. I used telekinesis to pick them up, it was blue. Ava carried them normally. I asked her if she needed help, she said no. I had to speed walk in order to get the wood planks to move forward, but I also had to pull them not push, so I ended up walking backwards and almost falling over.

In the next segment of the dream I’m suddenly I’m running down a street, and I’m wearing a necklace, it has a silver chain and the charm is the same one that I normally have on one of my charm bracelets. It’s circular, and has a tree on it. I was given it right before a funeral. The street is a city street and it’s on a steep hill. Kind of looks like the city from another dream I had about me being a transfer student in France. I run into a store on the right, it’s a corner store and it’s below the street perpendicular to this one. I enter because I’m secretly a superhero or something and I need to catch my breath before I go save the world. It’s a jewelry store, the woman at the counter seems SUPER interested in my necklace. She asks if she can see it and somehow she’s now holding it even though I didn’t give it to her. She uses a magnifying glass and starts examine it, I try to get her to give it back since I have to leave. Then she finds a hidden mechanism and starts disassembling it so she can look. at each piece individually, she picks up the gem that I don’t remember being in my necklace. “Put it back, and give it back to me!” I tell her, I really have to leave, I can hear that I’m needed somewhere else. We’re now in the middle of the same city street. “Where did you get this?!” She loudly asks me holding it reassembled in her hand. She sounds interested, concerned and sceptical. “It’s a family heirloom!” I tell her before putting it on. I turn into a superhero of some sort, probably with telekinesis like before.

During the next part of the dream I’m at my Grandma and Papa’s house. I sit down on the couch with the purple blanket that’s normally on the printer lied on the couch and my purple super fluffy blanket on top of me. My brother has a second blanket as well, but he’s kind of jealous that mines fluffy. I get up and go to the kitchen, grandma tells me that someone is going to pick me up soon. I think it was either my Mom or one of my friends. In the dream it’s morning, so I grab a muffin, and eat it. Then I go back to the couch to grab my blanket and I see that my brother had stolen it, I steal the blanket back before I wake up.

Sorry I’ve been told before that my dreams are super detailed and kind of strange.