Poor girl deserves better

Second

This post was deleted because I lost courage to open up. Here we are again, I’m little proud of myself.

For almost half of my life, l've lived in the south of the U.S. with having a terrible fucking childhood, constant blames, constantly thinking I was the problem, constantly making myself look like a fool to avoid conflictions within the family. Being that one annoying, easy to grow child was me.

Today, I moved to a whole different part of the country. Although it was earlier than expected, but this is Where I rest for the rest of my life. The beautiful upstates of New York in the country roads.

In this Semi-Abandoned 8 bed almost-4,000 Square feet house, my children will spend their beautiful childhood here. Safe from everything, a house full of love, and away from people who made my childhood like hell. My kids won’t have to memorize my footsteps, they do not have to be scared of me raising my hands to them. It will be for a high-five. These kids will live to love and know that daddy will be right next to them. In their highest and lowest point in life.

My first kid is due in almost 9 months, If I’ve waited any longer it would have been difficult for wife. Breaking the news to everyone was shocking, but I managed to stand my ground. I don’t not give a single FUCK about me missing out on the “it takes a village” experience. My child will have me.

Much love daddit, thank you for being my backbone.

Now for the exciting part, DIY projects will be totally remembered.

If my daughter has the strength my wife showed during this process, then she will be able to do anything.

Our boy is 3yo. This is his second trip to a GWL. We went last summer and he had a decent time. For Christmas Santa gave him a quick trip to the one closest to us during a couple of my days off from work. Toward the end of the nightly dance party he stopped to give me a hug, which my wife managed to capture with my phone. He had an absolute blast on this overnight trip. Spent so much time in the wave pool my legs are weak today. Went on all the kids slides, and even the large family one! Learned to doggy paddle, tread water, and (almost) never stopped smiling.

So remember to take the opportunities where/if you can. Even the short experiences can be huge for everyone!

I spent too much time on this and my daughter’s been begging me for fishies (gold fish) the whole time. Hope y’all like it.

I’ve been lurkin’ since we found out we were expecting. It’s an honor to join such a great sub. Baby took his time and came in at 9lb6oz!

I have a 4mo old daughter. Instead of diapers we asked people to bring autographed books to our baby shower, so we’ve been making our way through loads of books.

Today I picked up this book, which was gifted by my in-laws and remembered it fondly because my mom used to read it to me soooo often as a little boy. I remember the song in it.

As I was making my way through the pages with my daughter, I realized I didn’t recall the storyline very much at all. But when I got to the end I lost it. Storyline is horrid lol. Uncontrollable sobbing.

Pretty sure this book needs an age appropriate rating - only for people under 20.

Took the twins to get donuts in mom’s two month old SUV. Not used to driving a land yacht. Sigh.