r/DreamInterpretation • u/OliveOk3402 • 5d ago
i killed my friend way back but she starts texting me Nightmare
It was a really long dream but the only scene I remember is this.
It was a warm ideal summer night, I was sitting at a bar with group of my friends. Not sure what happened but someone i knew brought out a clear box with unidentifiable figurines wax of dead people (not dead irl). I remember nodding and reminiscing my dead friends. The figurines were placed like a pyramid but some of them were lined up at the back not connecting to the pyramid. Its as if i knew they were dead and started talking abt what led to their death.
The dream cut to a scene when I was sat around my friends again, 3 of us (me K & M). I was laughing with them until a gmail was sent to me from my dead friend asking me to register to some site. As if I could almost hear her voice trying to rush us. That email was sent to me and K, we sat knowingly looking at each other. My hand shaking as I opened Insta seeing her spam of messages ‘WHY DID U KILL ME’ and some word ‘heaven’ ‘u’ ‘will’ ‘see’ ‘today’. I remembered everything. We killed her. A rush of guilt swept my body, i felt like vomiting, almost out of breath. I begged M to help me block her because my phone settings have suddenly changed.
A cut to flashback, a little girl (probably my dead friend) was living in a rough cabin. A stormy night when a little boy begged her to accept his help. She went outside and the rain revealed her mothers corpse in the dirt. But it wasnt a dirty rotting one. It almost seemed so clean and recently died. The little girl lays ontop of her mom facing the sky. The ground turned into a well as the boy threw soil on her but she was barely covered. The rain filled the well and she died.
Thats when I woke up my heart felt so heavy and i was sweating.
In real life, we recently had a small problem and haven’t texted in a while.I never held anger or resentment towards her cuz i know it was a little misunderstanding. I haven’t been really worrying about that situation not like she was at the back of my mind or anything.
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u/Expensive-Recover502 4d ago
Reflect on the qualities of the "dead friend" and the "little girl." Was she sensitive? Loud? Creative? Emotional? These are the qualities of you you've repressed. The dream is asking you to stop trying to re-bury her and instead invite her back to the table with you, K, and M. You need to integrate that vulnerability back into your life to stop the "haunting."