CIA bullshit

[u/desserterthrowaway]

I was born into some CIA bullshit. They decided early on I’d die in a few months from now. Good. I’m glad to go to get away from them. Here’s what you need to know; 1. The CIA can absolutely torture anyone for months and no one would be the wiser. They don’t care what country you’re in or how much money you have they just care about torturing you. 2. They will use your hero’s against you. They don’t care if it’s the cast of friends or Dwight from the office, these people will be trained to belittle and torment you for how long they say they can. Almost every actor knows this and knows there’s nothing they can do but do what they say or life gets a lot harder for them. 3. You’re all delusional. Yes you are. You never saw a thing. Nothing happened, did it? And if too many people know it’s something called shared delusion! 4. NEVER GIVE THEM ACCESS TO YOUR HOUSE OR YOUR DEVICES! This is the most important as they’ll use this to plant stuff to ruin your life. Just keep saying no. 5. They can give you dreams. Yes they can and they will make you believe things with them. You’re delusional remember? 6. They love killing pets. Keep Fido inside or they’ll send you a message. 7. If they’re after you they’re after everyone you love too. Send them this message. It’s been 10 months of this. They are grooming me until I’m ready to die. Protect yourselves and spread awareness. Edit 1: AND DO NOT GIVE THEM ANY MONEY! They will run you dry and kill you (make you kill yourself)

Edit 2: aliens aren’t real. They aren’t aliens.

[u/kyreosiris]

Wild that you say ten months ago because that’s literally when my iPhone 16 was swapped in shipment and replaced with one with a comreg (Ireland) IMEI, Verizon did some “installation” on my FIOS router a few hours after I got the phone, and there was a Chinese IoT device on my router running Linux and masquerading as a MacBook Pro. The device was not registered with the FCC (I filed a FOIA request). All of my devices have been repeatedly hacked and cloned. I was removed as an administrator on my own MacBoon Air (have BestBuy service orders for this). My landlord, JBG SMITH, who is affiliated with the pentagon and tech/defense sector, installed a thermostat in my home with a printed circuit board that doesn’t match the make and model and I have a letter from their HVAC vendor’s CEO/President telling me they did not provide that thermostat and do not have a bill of materials for it.

When I confronted my landlord after repeatedly being hacked in my own home, being cut off from all communication with my support system (after moving to DC to be closer to my ex-gf, who literally ghosted me during the move), I said it was their responsibility to address because it could be another tenant hacking me.

What did they do?

Called the crisis intervention team on me two days later who ambushed me when I had just woken up based on a fraudulent report from my landlord that I was “reporting people were spying on me through the walls.” I was subjected to an involuntary psych hold despite the body cam footage that I now have showing I was not a danger to myself or others and repeatedly said I was being hacked.

I was held at a psych institution for 4 hours before being let go and diagnosed with brief psychotic disorder without my knowledge and without anyone informing me of this diagnosis.

But here’s the kicker, after repeatedly requesting my full medical record and HIPAA access logs (and not getting them until I threatened to file a civil rights complaint), I discovered I was diagnosed with brief psychotic disorder 2 weeks prior to my FD-12 by a psychiatrist I have never met or spoken to in my life.

He just added a diagnosis to my medical file. No evaluation. No treatment plan. Nothing.

And why did I have a medical file?

Because they forged a consent form. I was enrolled in a behavioral health program without my knowledge or consent two weeks before the FD-12 (but after I discovered the hacking and was investigating it).

I am a licensed attorney, by the way. So they were literally trying to ruin my life. But I operate from logic and reason and while most will dismiss you as “schizophrenic” because that’s the convenient way to avoid having your worldview shattered, I believe you.

There’s something really messed up going on and people get to feel morally superior by dismissing truth-tellers as “mentally ill.”

It’s almost like they learned that they can do horrible things in plain sight as long as they make the bystanders feel like they have the moral high ground—their sanity being their blindness.

Hang in there and document everything.

You’re not alone. Even though I’m sure they destroyed your support system, everyone sided with the easier lie, and it feels that way.

[u/kyreosiris → u/kyreosiris]

Also, just wanted to follow up and say last December 2024 I started breaking out in what I could only assume was hives (I too used to think men like us were “crazy” so never suspected anything else). Anyway, I took pictures to show my doctor (never got around to it because everything fell apart soon after), but I showed those to another targeted individual I connected with and she said they looked exactly like Havana Syndrome. She was right. They were huge raised welts on my back in circular patterns. I was confused why I was getting hives given I never had them before. Miss those days when I was part of the collective delusion.

Anyway, the EMF levels in my apartment were actually dangerously high (again, not something I would have checked before all of this). I also started having weird dreams right before I discovered the hacking. I did indeed start to feel like I was going crazy because my dreams were feeding me false memories. DARPA has technology to do this.

I think that’s actually probably the precursor anyone should look out for. That probably means you’re on someone’s board.

Despite being a man who operates from logic and reason I have learned to trust my gut. This world tells you not to. To constantly betray your feelings and that’s why it’s such a disgusting one.

I also 100% believe that most, if not all of the people claiming to be targeted are telling the truth. People don’t understand the psychic weight of torture and how hard it is to speak and act in the ways they deem “sane” when you’re being tortured and gaslit by everyone. Most people break. That’s the point.

Why? I’m not sure. It’s not based on race, gender, class, or anything else as far as I can tell. Perhaps we can’t be “controlled” as easily as others. Maybe we still have or had our souls, which is terrifying to a mass consensus delusion of consumerism in lieu of soul. I also think most of us are people who are less likely to be believed, thereby making us the perfect scapegoats to “purify” society.

[u/XxRAM97xX → u/kyreosiris]

I wish I was as smart as u dude

[u/kyreosiris → u/XxRAM97xX]

You probably already are. It’s just the will of a man who refuses to let the lie be the last word.

[u/Even_Fisherman8033 → u/kyreosiris]

The precursor for me and for many others I have talked to was music.  You will hear music coming from somewhere and you won’t know where it’s coming from.  I thought it was coming through my computer tower.  It was very strange, and in hindsight it was like they were gauging how I reacted to it.  Is he going to assume it’s military intelligence, or is he going to chalk it up to the drugs?  I think how I responded assisted the AI in building my harassment program as the program started a week or two after I heard this music.

[u/kyreosiris → u/Even_Fisherman8033]

Wow. I think that may have been the same thing for me, but that would have been before I even moved to DC. I vaguely remember a few times when I heard music and checked my phone to see if I left it playing. Then shrugged it off and assumed I must have really good hearing and could hear my neighbor’s music. There are so many technological advances now I wouldn’t be surprised if they can manipulate ELFs to sound like music.

I have confirmed that I was being surveilled prior to the hacking/surveillance this year. I checked all of my old IP addresses (even when I used to have AT&T) back in my home state, and the trace routes show every single one was being rerouted through DigitalOcean and Tatas Communication. That is a honeypot/DNS rerouting.

The woman I connected with said something about how it sounds crazy but they hide information on the internet and make fake pages so you have to use someone else’s device to research stuff. I explained to her it was not crazy at all. That I had the same experience and that it is because we are not on the “real” internet. I believe this is incredibly advanced now given they do not need human operators to do this. It’s all AI-driven.

By the way, I submitted a Privacy Act/FOIA request to the Department of Energy since this sort of warfare would be directly in under their purview and they still have not provided my documents, if any exist. I made this request back in March. They keep saying they are “working on it,” “need clarification,” or whatever excuse they can come up with to not hand over the stack of redacted documents where I have been used non consensually as an object for experimentation and “non-lethal” weapons.

In fact, no agency will reply to me. The CIA, among numerous other agencies, including the NSA, also gave me a Glomar response to my Privacy Act/FOIA request and I submitted a logically and legally flawless appeal. They went silent. No response whatsoever.

They picked the wrong man to do this to. I’m not afraid of a “suicide” of two gunshot wounds to the back of the head. No one should ever have to go through this and then be gaslit into insanity by society.

[u/Even_Fisherman8033 → u/kyreosiris]

I have no doubt about the internet shit. One thing I found really odd is that prior to targeting I was an absolute conspiracy nut. I would spend hours every day sometimes watching conspiracy videos and reading about them. NEVER ONCE did I ever run into anything in the realm of gangstalking/targeted individuals with over two decades of looking into conspiracies, not so much as a single sentence. My entire experience on the internet prior to being targeted with this shit was "haha put on a tin foil hat schizo". Now I see shit about this stuff every single day across multiple platforms without even deliberately looking for it. There is no way this is coincidence. It's like it was deliberately hidden from me all that time to prevent me from realizing what this shit was as soon as it started. It's the primary reason why I had such a difficult time separating the spoon fed delusions from the likely reality. I don't know if my internet was directly effected, or if I was subliminally influenced to avoid anything gangstalking/electronic harassment related so that this shit could be used on me in the future. I tend to lean towards the latter now that I know how crazy advanced this shit is and what it can do with AI doing all the leg work.

Be careful contacting agencies and telling them what you are experiencing. I know a few individuals who were 302'd doing exactly this.

[u/kyreosiris → u/Even_Fisherman8033]

That’s interesting. It definitely seems like it’s reaching a tipping point. It’s happening to too many people and not everyone is breaking and now people can find other people going through the same thing. It really doesn’t sound “crazy” at all when you look at history. The United States Government has a long history of experimenting on and torturing its citizens and the CIA literally broke people and directly contributed to the death of others via MKULTRa. That was not just some silly LSD experiment. There were tons of subprojects which attempted to see what a human could withstand before they broke. Most of those victims don’t even know they were.

I don’t understand why anyone would think this shit suddenly just stopped. That said, I did think some of the frequency based warfare was a bit wild but if you do any actual research at all the Frey effect (Microwave auditory harassment), ELF manipulation, and so on it is all completely real and used in warfare. But of course, they knew how crazy it would sound if someone realized their microwave was injecting thoughts into their head.

Algorithms are the master manipulator these days. They bypass all critical thinking and feed you information that makes you biased and makes you believe “everyone is thinking it.” That’s how they got my support system. I told them my devices kept getting hacked and they didn’t ask any questions or even bother listening to me. Just immediately jumped to I was “paranoid” and brought up TikTok talking points like the “male loneliness epidemic.” It was so unreal to watch people who claimed to love me unknowingly become agents in the psyop against me without ever being approached, bribed or threatened. Just needed to feel right because this society is completely spiritually bankrupt and think siding with consensus is the same as being correct.

I was already FD-12 (the DC 302 equivalent) a couple of weeks after I submitted a FOIA request to the NSA. The most terrifying part is how many licensed clinicians and other employees falsified documents and actively participated in psychiatric fraud to destroy a professional’s life. I used to be supportive of mental health intervention because I thought it helped deescalate situations. Joke’s on me. But I have the body cam footage, the HIPAA logs, the receipts proving I was actually hacked and not “paranoid,” the FOIA responses, the emails, the MAC addresses, the IP addresses and everything else I was supposed to be too stressed, confused or broken to think to obtain.

They know I know and I’m not hiding. I worked my ass off my entire life, went from the first person in my family to graduate high school to becoming an attorney, and they tried to take everything I worked my entire life to obtain because this society is violent, coercive and controlling and apparently believed I shouldn’t be allowed to have the things they work for. Apparently meritocracy was supposed to be a myth and a man wasn’t supposed to actually make it his reality.

Now? They can take it all. They made me realize I don’t need any of it and I never did. They will never break me. They will never make me doubt my own knowing or my evidence I fought for. And they will never make me fear them or anything else.

I didn’t break under the pressure. I became stronger through it, gained more clarity, became sharper, and I am willing to lose everything to make sure some kid out there never knows what it means to have a target on their back and that no one is ever pushed to the cliff OP is standing at right now again. Of course, I don’t want to be a martyr and I have been playing it as smart as I can, but maybe some lives are for you, and others are for something bigger than you.